My Thoughts

I have had pretty much nothing to write about today, so I was thinking what can I write?

While I was reading through the other posts on here, I was inspired, to literally write a post on whatever I was thinking about *within reason of course*.

I just feel like there is so much going on in my mind, and one post may not be enough to write about them all. I could write individual posts, for each individual thought. But, where’s the fun in that? Why not write a thought about each single thought that I’ve been thinking about today. There is a lot going.

There was the California “recall”. I felt like reading through some of the responses I may have been the only one who thought it was going to be perfectly fine, haha.

I am so tired of journalists, making themselves the story, rather than telling the story.

I am so tired of journalists gaslighting the public.

I can’t figure out how to use the vaccine emoji on my twitter profile.

Despite everything, there’s always little glimmers of hope, that everything is going to be okay. It’s just one or two things. Despite these huge powerful platforms, the public are seeing them.

You can’t really hide in this world anymore. You can, but you have to be smart about it.

I don’t know what’s going to happen…

So tonight is going to be interesting, I have written a little more about it for next week, and people’s lack of LISTENING SKILLS lately. Tonight though, I am supposedly seeing a Orchestra play by Candlelight Disney songs. However, it’s been a bit of a disaster from start to finish and I have now gotten to the point where when people ask me “What do you want to do” I just say “I’m fine” Thinking in my head “you haven’t listened to me so far” lol.

There’s a good chance that tonight is a scam. Started by the people who are now not listening too me.

Even though it’s supposed to be for me, and I rang all these different places and they’re saying it’s probably a scam, because apparently, even though I don’t have any information, it has to be up to me to find out. No one listened to me anyway, and were fine with the response from the place that’s doing the scam.

As sad as it sounds, I am really hoping this is a scam and it blows up in their faces.

If it isn’t that’s great, but I am so pissy right now.

I did start laughing though, when I went to see my therapist as well today (that was a great session) and was sent a text message from one of the people who didn’t listen to me. Saying “Good luck today. Might help with getting ready tonight”. So I faked as worried text saying “Why???!!! What’s going wrong with tonight NOW”. They’ve been sitting there, not listening too me trying to convince me it’s not a scam, just to text me good luck for tonight? Why, you keep telling me it’s not a scam now. So is it, or isn’t it?

Disney


There’s been a murder! …

Well not really, but catchy title, no?

I was talking with some friends and we were talking about the insaneness of the last few years, in some big countries. Then we started to talk about, the why and the how.

How did such great countries, manage to vote in such utter losers and tossers? How did we even get Trump, Morrison, Johnson etc to begin with? I don’t know anyone who voted for them, so I can’t ask why. Or at least no one is admitting to me that they voted for Morrison.

But how?! I had always though these big powerful countries were smarter than that. Even though Biden won, it wasn’t a landslide.

We need to investigate!

Do some people think anymore?

So, I went on Twitter.

JKRowling has signed a letter, basically to say that the “cancel culture” is ridiculous. I mean, she just wants to cancel transpeople altogether, and uses her massive platform to do so. But yeah, people who are calling her out for her bigotry are the ones with problem? Her whole tweet was about how their should be freedom of thought and speech.

There is, you dumb ass…You can say whatever you want.

It does not mean, you get a free pass. It does not mean that no one can say anything to you. It does mean that calling you out on your bigotry, people are debating you. In fact, the point of opposition and debate, is for people to talk who don’t agree. Debate is not talking with people who agree with you.

The interesting thing I saw in the comments though, was the amount of Brexiteers and Trump Supporters. Now, too me, that would make me go “Oh, I’ve gone and stuffed up” I doubt that Rowling thinks that.

That’s what frustrates me though, people just don’t THINK anymore. They say something without thinking about it. There were so many Trump Supporters who were saying they apologise for the extreme left. We don’t need the far-right deplorable’s to apologise for us, being able to accept people. If by being “extreme” means you can accept people, then call me…

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Do these “people” like JKRowling ever just THINK, maybe if she wasn’t being so horrible, then she wouldn’t be “cancelled?”. I didn’t want to see Magic Beasts with Depp, I certainly wont be seeing, if they do bring out another.

Do they even see the irony of yelling “Freedom”? While literally trying to cancel and get rid of a whole group of people, because they don’t like them. One person who said that transpeople should not allowed to be, a comment supporting them said and I quote “She’s not saying they can’t be who they want to be”. Which is LITERALLY what she was saying, it is literally what she is trying to stop them for being. How is that not saying that people can’t be who they want too be?

 

Slow…

Sometime I am little late to the plate, so to speak.

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For the whole of pretty much the whole of Pride month. I had to keep telling people that there is actual Science that says certain people are born with more gay genetics/DNA. It’s just fact…And we all know how much Conservatives love to say “Facts don’t care about your feelings”.

It’s only just occurred to me though. They are just so gosh darn insistent that it’s not something you are born with. Why is that? Why are they not happy, that if it’s something you are born with, you’d think by the time they reached adulthood, they’d know? Then I had just this most random thought. Do you think, they actually believe you can “catch gay”? Which is why they are so insistent you can’t be born gay? If they tell themselves it’s “lifestyle” and not something your born with…They’re safe?

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They can’t “catch it”.

Is that why they are so worried, because they clearly have hidden feelings?

Share Your World June Wk2, 2019

Share Your World 6-10-19

Share Your World

Plain & Simple Questions:

What do fish do all day?   What thoughts do you think they have?  (Credit to the awesome Teresa and her Fibbin’ Fridays for this one)

I think that they think about swimming, maybe a little eating…whatever those particular fish eat. Maybe a little fooling around, just a little bit of this and a little bit of that.

What celebrity would you have as a SPOUSE, if you HAD to choose?

If he wasn’t gay and I wasn’t taken. I’m not actually sure if he is? He’s very private…This gentleman below:

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What’s the most expensive thing you’ve ever broken?

I don’t know if it was even expensive, but when I was little my Grandparents had a large Michelangelo’s statue. Yes, in all his glory, but that’s not what I saw. I used to go up to him and give him a hug (when I was little) I’d talk to him. One time when I went up to hug him, i hugged him a little too hard and he fell over…he broke. I’m not exactly sure if it was hugely expensive, but it felt, it might have been.

When was the last time you slept more than 9 hours in a stretch?  Why?

Generally the last time I slept more than 9 hours, I was not feeling well. I keep finding that if I sleep for a long time, I get a really sore back. So no more huge sleep ins for me.


An Attitude of Gratitude!

Share something you were really grateful for this year (so far):

I just got a cold yesterday, my partners been trying to care of me as well. As well as he can,lol

Nurt Thurs – All That Matters

Nurture Thursday – All That Matters

I’m going to be honest…When I first saw this title the first thing that I thought of was Metallica’s “Nothing Else Matters”.

In all honesty, as long as YOU feel safe and happy, that’s all that’s matters. That can mean anything, if you feel happy and safe in your job, health, food, social…As soon as you feel safe and happy in a particular area…THAT’S what matters. It will make you think more positively happy.

Share Your World, Nov Wk 4, 2018

Share Your World

Share Your World, Nov 26th 2018

If your five year old self woke up in your current body, what would happen, what would you say?

I think, in all honesty, I would probably become very scared and want my Mum or my Dad. I think I would just be crying. I think that it would have completely freaked me out.

What is a relationship deal breaker for you?  Whether you are talking about a romantic one, a friendship or a related to sort of relationship?

If your cruel, especially for no reason. By cruel I mean if your homophobic, racists and you threaten people. If you harm animals or have no problems with animals that are tortured. (That one makes me suspicious of everyone though)

Is there something out there, a thought, an idea, a current event, or a fear that you find deeply unsettling?

Trump…Everything that Trump embodies.

And one that is a bit whimsical:

There are some songs out there, mainly Celtic, where no matter where I am I feel the need to dance and become an Elf,lol…Sometimes on the bus, especially if I’m already in a good mood. I have been known to start swaying on the bus to the music. If I could live in the world of JRR Tolkien, I would. Once a year I try and watch all the films, but by myself.

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If you were arrested with no explanation, what would your friends and family assume you had done?

I’m not sure to be honest. They will probably think I’ve done something stupid, but nothing serious.

Finally

What were you grateful for this week?  Something that brought some joy into your world?

It has been such a pleasant week, not dramas. I’ve been really interesting conversations all week too, they’ve been very pleasant. Saturday and the whole burning ceremony was SO therapeutic. Exactly what the Doctor ordered. I think burning the words did, indeed, help.

I AM NOT A HORRIBLE PERSON!

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Happy??? World Philosophy Day!

What even is Philosophy?

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Philosophy (from Greek φιλοσοφία, philosophia, literally “love of wisdom.

Simply, Philosophy is how we think about the World, the Universe and Society. Its about questioning our very existence, with thought. The ideas with Philopsopy are generally general and can be quiet abstract.

I consider myself to be an uneducated Philosopher. Mainly because I have never been to school to pass a course for it. Sometimes my emotions and my brain exploding for not being able to understand certain people and situations. I tend to not be able to think “Why”.

Being a philosopher though is something that I’ve always wanted to achieve. Not necessarily to get a Certificate to show that I’ve passed a course. Just in my own mind, being able to discuss important things with no emotions and calmly.

Some of the most famous Philosophers are:

  • Plato (Founder and Teacher of Aristotle)
  • Aristotle
  • Socrates
  • Sigmund Freud
  • Henry David Thoreau
  • Laozi
  • Confucious
  • Ayn Rand (so few women and I don’t really like her)
  • Voltaire

Warrior or Worrier?

When I first started to get bad anxiety more consistently badly, I went to a hypnotherapist whose first question to me was “Are you a Worrier or a Warrior”?

Then when I went to my most recent therapy session, it came up again. Not that exact question, but why do I worry so much? I had to question, why do I worry so much, especially about things and situations I can’t control?

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Then I nearly got hit by a car as I was thinking about it from my appointment.

Even though I had nearly gotten hit by a car, I hadn’t been hit by the car. Just in that moment, I got a few seconds of feeling what it felt like not to worry. It was wonderful!