The end of the start, start of the beginning?

So we’re at the end of the first month of January, how are we all going?

I changed my website, and I am nearly ready to go! LolsysLibrary – Go Daddy

Long Post incoming!

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I am determined on a few things for the rest of year. Maybe the end of January is when we should make our resolutions?

  • Fight for people to quit following “social influencers”. I swear, they are the worse! I’d say the majority, if not all, have no CLUE about TRUE social issues. The majority of them if not all, don’t actually live a “normal” social life. They’re all advertising ridiculous bikinis, that only people like them would ever wear. One of our the whiny tennis players that I wrote about, his girlfriend is a social influencer. She was whining that she hasn’t washed her hair, because only hairdressers wash her hair, she’s 26. Oh, and also she didn’t apologise she did the whole “I’m sorry people felt that way”. My Nana gets her hair washed by hair dressers, because she physically can’t do it anymore. Let alone the “social influencers” from the UK, breaking Laws in Dubai for their “business” (apparently their there for those ridiculous bikinis I mentioned).
  • I hope more people are called out for their “being silenced”. As they’re on every single media outlet. Watch Death 2020 “I’m being silenced…As I said to Tucker Carlson, twice”.
  • Personally, I am going to start asking people that if they clearly don’t like a page. Why do they keep making comments on it? It’s almost like they think, if they complain enough the page will stop? Which is not going to happen. Especially those people who are on Facebook and become “top fans”, because they’re commenting a lot on a page they don’t like. I don’t like the Kardashians (as a example), I don’t go to all their pages and keep complaining about them. I have a life, lol.
  • I wish for 2021 that pro-lifers and anti-trans stop using animals and compare them to humans. As examples, I recently came across a pro-lifer that told us off for caring more about and fighting for dolphins, turtles, than fetuses. Than anti-transers said that Human Beings are the only mammals that perform invasive genitalia messing operations. One) Animals are better than humans to begin with, and the reason we need to fight for animals, is because OF humans. Two) Human Beings are the only mammals that can do medical and surgical procedures, period. Thirdly) Human Beings tend to be more “aware” of certain things Fourthly) We are not that kind of animal/mammal.

I am glad to see though, more people are starting to call out Rowling, for her more than clear anti-trans stance. The woman advertised anti-trans merchandise that had pins that said things like “Sorry abut your dick bros” and ” trans men are our sisters”, and last year she gave back a humanitarian award. I don’t know how much more of a bigot you can be, than willingly giving back a humanitarian award. Because you don’t agree with trans rights being human rights. If you didn’t have a problem with anyone, why would you give back a Humanitarian award?

How’s it going?….One week!

So it’s been a week since the New Year, and I just wanted to check in and see how you are all feeling.

So far:

  • I’ve updated my resume
  • Organised my employment electronic folders – Payslips, contract etc.
  • I think I got my partner excited about seeing a mortgage broker, to purchase his own house…I think,lol
  • I’ve started wearing my “fancy” dresses just out. What’s the point of a pretty dress, if you never wear it?lol
  • We’ve start to get rid of a lot of clothes that my partner never wears anymore.
  • I’ve gotten a good clean out in my own room, organising Christmas gifts.

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Start! – Nurt Thurs

Nurture Thursday – Start

Today honestly feels like a good day to start…Again,lol

I feel like people have been taking stupid pills all day and I need to start the day again. This is what happened to me today:

Did some people take stupid pills today?lol…First I get told to stop whitesplaining when I said I stand with and needs to stop harassing these young women. Then Angel Gotti goes around actually insulting people and saying they are only famous for who they are married too and then gets all offended when all she’s known for is being the daughter of a crime lord? That’s attacking, not calling a stranger lard arse? Piers Morgan is the most offended “man” ever, but calls everyone else snowflakes?

The Twitter thread I posted below is the one that I retweeted and asked Shaun King to stop harassing the women he’s targeting, and this is the tweet where I got told to stop whitesplaining. I am very confused today.

You CAN re-start: Nurt Thursday

Nurture Thursday – Re-Start

Need to keep the re-starting motivated!

The funny thing about this is, I was saying on my Facebook yesterday that I already want a redo.


It’s funny really, I follow Astrology, but not really the daily things, but today I saw it and I had too laugh.

I’m going to do it!

So this is how this works right, I let you know what I’m want to do…This way I cannot back out!

For YEARS now I have wanted to learn how to start drawing. In my head I am such a visual person and I LOVE to start getting some of my ides onto paper. Instead of getting someone else to draw them for me. As beaitiful as the drawings are, it would save me so much more money if I did it myself,lol

The other thing that did occur to myself over the weekend was this. I LOVE the little creations that Little Fat Dragons, Plush Like Creatures etc 

They make the cutest little creatures, but they are all overseas and a lot of the time not only are the expensive (but totally worth it)…but sometimes I miss the sales because of the time differences. I think they are mostly in the America areas…Why don’t I just start making my own?!

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Yes funny dog meme…I am going to do it! I want and feel like I need to do this! You ever get your feeling, you’re supposed to be doing something? Well I am getting that feeling right now!

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I feel good writing this and getting this out there…So i must be right?!

The only good thing I can think for a Monday is this…

(Apart from if you work in Retail, than potentially your week is your weekend)

That is a chance to make a new start, a new week, mean new potential, new things to discover. Its the potential to forgive yourself for things and dreams you didn’t do last week and start again this week…and you WILL start again!

I actually had this for next Monday, but I felt like it was appropriate with the way I feel about going to certain places today and the new Doctor =D

Here we meet again Struggle Town

I have been struggling this week to think of anything to Blog about, except for some set posts. Mentally, I’m done…I have not been looking forward to this week, bad shifts, having to sign up too things because, even though I have TWO jobs…I am pretty much making NO money.

So let’s chats then…

What do we do when we hit struggle town, what do we do to get ourselves back into the groove again? I don’t know if it’s because this past week and this future week have been kind of stressful. Not anything horrible, things I have almost been expecting but not wanted to happen…But they have. I am finally at the point where I am “This is It”…I have to start all those dreams now, no one else is going to help me. I have two jobs and yet very little money coming in, so now I have to start studying a business admin course online, just to make others happy.

But I have to have the money to start those dreams, and then were do you start? Which dream do you start with, do I try and finish off a book that I’ve been writing for 5 years, do I start a craft online business?

I want to start living my life, I need it to start…I feel very stood still…

I need some inspiration!