Where’d You Go…Kindness

Feels like this song relates a lot to Kindness and where did it go? I’m crying now,lol. I was also REALLY lazy over this past weekend with blogging. Just a lot going on.

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Where’d you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it’s been forever
That you’ve been gone
She said, “Some days I feel like shit”
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit”
I don’t understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone
‘Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, workin’ my day around the call
But when I pick up I don’t have much to say
So, I want you to know it’s a little fucked up
That I’m stuck here waitin’, at times debatin’
Tellin’ you that I’ve had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing “Where’d you go?”
I miss you so
Seems like it’s been forever
That you’ve been gone
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever
That you’ve been gone
Please come back home.
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin’ my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I’m doin’ fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin’ to say,
And I’ll tell you, I want you to know it’s a little fucked up,
That I’m stuck here waitin’, at times debatin’,
Tellin’ you that I’ve had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing, “Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone,
Please come back home
I want you to know it’s a little fucked up,
That I’m stuck here waitin’, no longer debatin’,
Tired of sittin’ and hatin’ and makin’ these excuses,
For while you’re not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don’t really know what you got ’til it’s gone,
I guess I’ve had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won’t be here and you’ll can sing it
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone

Please come back home

30 day writing challenge…Day 22

22. Put your ipod on shuffle and post the first 10 songs.

Too do this, I closed my eyes and run my thumb up and down for a second or two.

  1. Genesis – In Too Deep
  2. Demi Lovato – Confident
  3. One Direction (DON’T YOU LAUGH!lol) – One Way or Another – Red Nose
  4. The Rasmus – In the Shadows (Radio Edit)
  5. Rihanna (featuring Eminem) – Love the Way You Lie Pt2
  6. Katy Perry – Teenage Dream (I am starting to lose my ‘street cred’lol)
  7. AC/DC – T.N.T (Yes! Street cred back again,lol).
  8. Journey – Don’t Stop Believing (gone again,lol).
  9. Jessica Simpson – A Little Bit…Damn it,lol
  10. Celine Dion – I’m Alive

Well that’s my “street cred” well and truly gone,lol…The next one was Backstreet Boys  – I want it that way -.- lol

The War is won! Believe it!

I don’t know how many readers of my Blog are aware of this. I don’t get that excited at the New Year, New Year. I know it’s a New Year in terms of a new calendar year. Too me though, I feel like a “new year” really begins on our birthday.

I had the weirdest experience on the bus today going to work and I think it has a lot to do with this belief of mine. I am learning to drive at the moment, so for the time being I am still travelling by bus and may continue to do after. I don’t mind the bus really, especially when the weather is nice. That’s for another day though.

As I coming to work I was listening to Thirty Second to Mars “This is War”. Now I don’t know if you know this reader, I have a video clip for every single song on my iPod, that is not the original video clip. So there I am on the bus, thinking of the video clip I had thought to this song. When it gets to certain lyrics of the song:

I do believe in the light, raise your hands up to the sky
The fight is done, the war is won, lift your hands towards the sun
Towards the sun, (it’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie
It’s the moment to live and the moment to die, the moment to fight)
Towards the sun,
Towards the sun, (it’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie
It’s the moment to live and the moment to die, the moment to fight)
The war is won (to fight, to fight, to fight, to fight)

I nearly start blubbering like a baby on the bus, luckily I had to get off just as it was starting.

I think it had to do, before I left for work this morning. I had had being having a conversation where I admitted that no matter what my ex-friends says about me, no matter what people who have a problem with and wont talk to me. No matter what they say, no matter how long they stay friends with each other for. I genuinely believe I AM, and will always, be the better friend.

I am not miserable when my friends are happy, I am miserable when they are, it disturbs me to know “friends” are only when happy when I’m miserable. If I hear something about someone I don’t think rings true, I will ASK that person. I don’t gossip behind their backs and tag them in passive aggressive memes with no actual “burn”, because the gossip isn’t true, and I don’t just ignore them. I don’t just gossip and NEVER ask the actual person they’re talking about. We are not in High School anymore. I will ask.

There is no fight, there is no War, because I am better. I am the better person and I BELIEVE that now.

That’s the difference…I actually do BELIEVE that I am the better person.

The End.

John Lennon

 

Video flashback

I actually started writing this post a couple of weeks ago, but I couldn’t remember the names of all the video clips. So I had to go and have good look and do some researching. I was inspirred to write this post after reading: Life lessons around the dinner table – March Music videos – Day 30 

I was reminded about how much this video freaked me out and how I feel about it now. Then it got me to thinking about videos that would freak me out and how basically, as I have gotten older, I get them a lot better. I understand them a lot better. So below I’ve posted a few videos that used to freak me out and not much anymore.

How about you? Did you ever come across a video that scared you when you were young, but not so much anymore?

Massive Attack: Teardrop

The baby floating around in there, with little bits floating by…Then it’d start singing! It was released in 1998, so I would have been 13ish. So the thought of a baby floating around singing, crept me out. This is was around the time we were being taught Sex Education. It all felt like “Alien” too me. Obviously as I have gotten older, I can see the beauty in it.

Soundgarden: Black Hole Sun

This one was mainly with the faces that expanded. Still freaks me out actually,lol…But when I was younger it used to really terrify me.

R.E.M – Losing my Religion

I still don’t like how they poke around in the “angel” I cannot watch this video still! I love the song, just don’t like the video.

Marilyn Manson: The Dope Show

Marilyn Manson has to be one of the most interesting artists to have ever existed. My brother was fascinated with Marilyn Manson when we were younger. I didn’t get him, at all, and this video confused me. As I have gotten older, I have “gotten” it…Well, I think I have. I never really did drugs when I was a teenager and now as I have gotten older, still haven’t. So I have no idea if this is what happens on Dope? Marilyn Manson is now one of my favourite artists. His version of “Tainted Love” is probably my favourite, including the original.

Share Your World, March Wk3, 2019

Share Your World, 18-3-19

Share Your World

QUESTIONS

Do You Have Any Guilty Pleasures?

I have few…Don’t judge me! The world is a tough place! One is to just to sit and play “The Sims” for a couple of hours, I just cannot play any games for more than a couple of hours. Sometimes, if I’m alone I will watch…Can’t believe I’m going to admit this…Barbie:Life in the Dreamhouse…it’s hilarious! Don’t judge me till you’ve watched it. Ken and Puppies = funniest. I love tuna mornay and mac’n’cheese, my partner doesn’t love them as much as I do.

What Is The Worst Pick Up Line You Ever Heard?  

I LOVE huge hoop earrings, it might be a “thing” because I’m so small. One guy came up to me though and said … “Do Angels hang from those earrings?”.

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            For the guys: What’s The Worst Pick Up Line You’ve Used?

What Slang Or Trend Makes You Feel Old?

I didn’t understand the whole “planking” thing…That was just…weird,lol

What Do You Consider The Most Over-rated Song?

Don’t hate me…but I think that pretty much any song by “Fifth Harmony” was always over-rated. Now, it’s just my personal opinion, even now since they’ve split and are doing solo careers. Most of their songs could be done by anyone. Even Camila’s “Havana”, I love it, but it could be done by anyone.

Instead of a Tender Mercies question, here’s a philosophical one instead:

You Find A Book And Begin To Read Only To Discover That It Is Your Life. You Get To The Point That You Are At Now, Do You Turn The Page Knowing That You Will Not Be Able To Change The Events To Come?

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30 Day Song Challenge

*Guess who forgot February finished on the 28th*

30 Day Song Challenge

Day 27 – A song that breaks your heart: Linkin Park – Numb  – I have always loved this song and could totally relate to it, but now I can barely listen to it now ❤ RIP Chester ❤

Day 28 – A song by an artist whose voice you love: Hozier – Take Me To Church

He’s Irish too

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Day 29 – A song you remember from your childhood: Janet Jackson – Rhythm Nation (1989)

Day 30 – A song that reminds you of yourself: Little Mix – Wings *always loved these girls*

30 Day Song Challenge Days 21 – 26

30 Day Song Challenge

So I forgot that February only has 28 days,lol

Day 21 – A song you like with a person’s name in the title: Rednex – Cotton Eye Joe

Day 22 – A song that moves you forward: Celtic Woman  – Teir Abhaile Riu

(More makes me want to “jig” forward)

Day 23 – A song you think everybody should listen to: Ed Sheeran – I See Fire

Day 24 – A song by a band you wish were still together: The Monkees – Daydream Believer

In Memory of Peter Tork…Wish they hadn’t split up though. I have all their songs.

Day 25 – A song you like by an artist no longer living: George Harrison (my favourite Beatles) – Here Comes The Sun

Day 26 – A song that makes you want to fall in love: Moulin Rouge – Your Song (Yes, I know Elton Johns version).

Can I just say that I found 24 and 25 really hard, because there are just so many!

30 Day Song Challenge 18 – 20

30 day song challenge

Day 18: A song from the year you were born – 1984 – Tina Turner (with the amazing legs!) : What’s Love Got to do with it

Day 19: A song that makes you think about life – This one was kind of funny because, I usually listen to music to escape life,lol. Eminem – Not Afraid

Day 20: A song that has many meanings to you – Angtoria – That’s what the wise lady said

 

30 Day Song challenge Days 5 – 9

30 day song challenge

Day 5 – A song that needs to be played loud: ACDC – Thunderstruck

Day 6 – A Song that makes you want to dance: Mark Ronson ft. Bruno Mars – Uptown Funk

Day 7 – A song to drive too – The Knack – My Sharona

Day 8 – A song about drugs or alcohol: Chumbawamba – Tubthumping

Day 9  – A song that makes you happy: Happy – Pharrell Williams

Can I borrow a feeling?

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Well I clearly and blatantly ripped that title off =P I started to write this post while having a drinky drinky night with a friend and how certain songs just bring out an emotion in us and no matter where you are, or how you are feeling, at the sound of that first note, you will instantly be triggered.

Below I have created a list of certain situations, that probably we’ve all found ourselves in at some point, but these are the songs that just trigger that emotion for me. The links are all to YouTube

  • Any ex partner:

Within Temptation: Angels

  • Those who are in my heart and have passed: (especially for my Great GrandFather)

Wishing you were somewhere again – Phantom of the Opera

  • That day I become stronger than what my ex partners did:

Titanium – David Guetta (Madilyn Bailey version)

  • The ex partner that is messed up on in the inside, so you can’t hate them:

Better Than Me – Hinder

  • When I first start falling in love … Nawwwwwwwww

Your Guardian Angel – Red Jumpsuit Apparatus … Sometimes I sing this to my pets,lol

  • The song I can’t even listen to when my heart breaks:

I can’t break it to my heart – Delta Goodrem

  • When I start to heal again:

Dancing with a Broken Heart – Delta Goodrem 

  • When I’m feeling “sexy”: 

Get Sexy – Sugababes  … I will strut,lol

  • Me…Right Now

Enough  – Delta Goodrem ft Gizzle