I have had pretty much nothing to write about today, so I was thinking what can I write?
While I was reading through the other posts on here, I was inspired, to literally write a post on whatever I was thinking about *within reason of course*.
I just feel like there is so much going on in my mind, and one post may not be enough to write about them all. I could write individual posts, for each individual thought. But, where’s the fun in that? Why not write a thought about each single thought that I’ve been thinking about today. There is a lot going.
There was the California “recall”. I felt like reading through some of the responses I may have been the only one who thought it was going to be perfectly fine, haha.
I am so tired of journalists, making themselves the story, rather than telling the story.
I am so tired of journalists gaslighting the public.
I can’t figure out how to use the vaccine emoji on my twitter profile.
Despite everything, there’s always little glimmers of hope, that everything is going to be okay. It’s just one or two things. Despite these huge powerful platforms, the public are seeing them.
You can’t really hide in this world anymore. You can, but you have to be smart about it.
There has to be someone in the neighborhood with a open fireplace. At night lately, when I open the front door I can smell that open fireplace. Even though I’m standing there with the door open and it’s freezing still. Somehow the smell of that fireplace makes me feel warm. Which makes me wonder if I could get that scent, and a fake fireplace, how much would that trick my brain into feeling warm.
Have you ever managed to trick your brain into something?
When was the last time you just looked out?
You sat on the grass/ground/floor and looked up?
When was the last time you looked up into clouds to see what shapes they made.?
When was the last time you read that favourite childhood story?
When was the last time you literally stopped to smell a flower?
When was the last time you stopped and listened to the birds?
Sat and looked as the sun sets into a ocean?
When was your last good laugh?
When was the last time you smiled about yourself, to yourself.
If you have to really think about it, then it’s been too long!
What better way to start a Monday then to tell you about some hobbies that I do. That I can’t actually believe that I have never told you all about!
Now I know the title says Astrology. I am not an actual Astrologer so I can’t not tell you your future/horoscope. However, I am a big follower of it. Now also when I say a big follower of it, I don’t really pay attention to the day to to day. When I was younger my Gran made a chart with different houses and those sorts of ones I pay attention too. Mainly because they’ve been extremely accurate.
My Gran also taught me Reiki and I am a Level Reiki Practitioner (and my bear Tristan). For those who do not what Reiki is, I’ll give you a little quick break down: Reiki is the ancient Chinese healing method with your hands. The great thing about Reiki is that you can do what is called “Absent Healings”. Which is where you give a picture or have a picture in your mind of the person your healing and you use a proxy (hence the teddy bear). I don’t use Reiki so much on other people anymore, but I do on myself at lot at the moment. It really does help. I must stress that it will not necessarily cure anything, but it helps with the stress of the situation. I once was regularly giving Reiki healing for someone who had terminal cancer. Although it did not cure the cancer, she said that it helped her with the pain.
If you ever feel like you need an absent reiki healing, please don’t hesitate to contact me!
My Grandmother also taught me the ways of the Tarot and I do love using my cards. I currently have a Lord of the Rings deck and I’ve had them for years! I love just using them to help clarify any questions or situations that I find myself currently in. Unfortunately though I don’t know why, but I can’t find my deck!
When you’ve ever unfollowed someone…Have you ever told that person why you’ve unfollowed them?
This is definitely one of my more random thoughts of the year.
I recently unfollowed someone mainly because I didn’t really like how they call themselves a full time streamer and people give them hundreds of their dollars. Too help pay with their rent, or to help pay for a new microphone, something like that. Yet, I swear they are least full time streamer, of the all the full time streamers I have ever seen. I wanted to write a comment along the lines of maybe they should reconsider the whole “full time” thing. They go on about having headaches, yet they spent the whole day doing stuff? I don’t think this person I unfollowed actually has had a single week yet all year, where they’ve streamed all the days that they said they were going too. There’s always at least one day a week where they don’t.
I felt like saying something, but I know that his followers would probably just eat me alive for every daring to say it. Even though they give hundreds of dollars to this guy.
The only times I’ve been told why someone is unfollowing me was to call me a horrible person. No one else ever had, even though they’ve clearly had problems with me. One, I found out though, thought I was too “boring” Guy is still single and I didn’t even know that he had unfriended me, because I found him “that” interesting *shrugs* Personally I think it was because he thought someone “better” had come along. Though she was not interested in him.
Have you ever gone about telling someone why you’ve unfollowed them, or have most of the time, they’ve just known why? I probably go through once a year and get rid of people who haven’t been around for over a year and I don’t know them that well…I get that.
It’s interesting, when I was listening to this song and I thought this is a perfect song that explains anxiety…What do you all think?
Uploaded by: Shawn Mendes
Some days, I don’t want to fight with anyone anymore,
Some days, I just want to relax and ignore the whole world,
Some days, I want the solution to be easy.
Some days, I’d do nearly anything to win the lotto … (nearly anything…nearly)
Some days, I could honestly sleep all day and still feel tired.
Some days, I couldn’t fall asleep even if I tried.
Some day, I can’t believe I was so unhappy the day before.
Those days are days where I try to do everything.
Some days, I just want to do everything but I become tired again,
Some days, all I want to do is read, but can’t =/
Some nights, I just want to read all night!
No joke, we went from 104 (F) weather (40 c) to Winter the very next day…Been a bit of a shock to the system.
- Try on jackets and coats, get rid of ones that I haven’t worn in either years or ever.
- Look into making my own candles and getting my own quotes on jars. (I was initially inspired by this after thinking about putting Magical Monday on a candle jar for myself. Then I thought why not look more into this?)
- Try to create candles with certain fragrances as well…Try to research into what a “motivating” fragrance might be, for example.
- Finish up writing the review for “Lord of Shadows”.
- Look into healthy Winter recipes.
This is something that I’ve noticed in the last couple of years, and I don’t know if it’s just me or is it something that you have all noticed too?
I’ve started to noticed a thing these days instead of people taking any responsibility when they blame someone, they then turn around and say “Oh, but I’m not blaming them/you”
YES THEY ARE!
I’ll use a couple of examples that I’ve seen or seen others use against me personally.
Last week I talked about how women are STILL the main culprits when it comes to attacking other women when they come out about assault (See the blog here). One of the main things that they kept saying was “I’m not blaming her…but…(or then goes on about how she should have left)” Yes you are blaming the victim! That is blaming someone!
Myself personally, one of the life long friends that I’ve recently banished for life. A couple of years ago when I was trying to tell her to leave her abusive boyfriend. Her whole excuse for why we didn’t hear about the “good things” he had done. The whole reason was because when she is single, she was really jealous about hearing how happy we were in relationships…I was the only single one at the time…I have been single more than I’ve been in relationships…I have NEVER EVER been jealous of my friends being happy…In fact I have been the complete opposite for my friends…Especially when they’re actually being treated been well…When I pointed out this too her…Not the fact that I am nothing like this, nothing about the fact that his abuse SHOULD outweigh the good. Of course my response was but you are blaming me, for your way of thinking……She just kept saying “I’m not blaming you, I’m just saying that’s how I think”….Which you’d think my so called “best friend” of half my life should know me better than that…and it is still blaming me.
Hence why we will no longer been friends after she blamed me of treating her like dirt the last couple of years…She’s still with the boyfriend by the way…Abuse 101!
Anyway…What is up with this trend lately? How about you just say what you mean. If you don’t mean it, don’t say it.