Been thinking a lot…

This week, I have had many a random thoughts. Here a list of some of them. See if you can guess, what they’re about.

  1. They could have had Beto
  2. One of the proclaimed “greatest writer of our time” just wrote penised.
  3. I have yet to see someone give a legitimate reason to NEED an AR.
  4. I really do wish that Twitter would shut down for 24/48 hours.
  5. Ted Bundy, reminds me how stupid women can really be.
  6. Unpopular #opinion. If you want to call yourself a #safetynetwork for a group. You HAVE to get over #ego and you may have to work with people you don’t like or agree with. Otherwise that “safety” net WILL fall. Think #TERFs and imagine if they run the women’s crisis centers.
  7. I wish I could have my furbabies back.
  8. Flag shaggers make me wanna vomit.
  9. I am so tired.

What don’t you do do?

Yes, I wrote that exactly how I intended it to be.

I was thinking more surrounding work.

What do you do at work, that you’ve either had to stop yourself from doing, or you can’t do, but you do do anyway?

So at my Mum’s work, because a lot of them live pay check to pay check. They will take anything from work, including toilet paper. Like, even though I am not a rich woman, sometimes though, we get our food delivered. Sometimes, that food gets mixed up with someone else’s order. Since COVID, you are not allowed to take it back to the shops. So if we have “left over” food, like the other week, we got dog food, in huge cans. We don’t have a doggo anymore, so I passed the cans onto my Mum’s work. Apparently it all went in 5 seconds.

Or say, at my work. Because we’re data entry, we’re allowed to listen to our ipods (or audio books), and last week, on the Friday I actually did this…Then I started wiggling in my seat.

I mean … How could I not?

Taylor Swift
Taylor Swift


What a week!

No idea how this is going to go…my WordPress keeps “breaking”. The link keeps breaking and I have to keep re-loading.

So here’s how my week has been:

  • Got a job, I initially didn’t want…I spoke up though, put some conditions and still got it! Go Me!
  • In this week, I had to reschedule with my therapist three times, haha. Once with myself, and two times because…well you know, it’s crazy out there. She had to reschedule twice.
  • I ended up having to cancel my physio, because my job provider was sick, I wasn’t told. So I had to wait for a phone call, and if I didn’t get the call, I could be in big trouble and possibly get cut off from welfare before I even started my new job!
  • We found my Gran (with dementia) a home, and it seems really beautiful. It’s won awards, they have a group that sings…Which my Gran used to love, so hopefully she still does.
  • Actually felt listened to to places that I put complaints into. Not about the business, but about specific people. Who shouldn’t be working in the area’s they are *cough Lisa Townsend cough*.
  • I was going to “celebrate” the new job last night with lemon and vodka, and fish and chips…I had two minutes noodles, and a can of Sprite, haha

So I need a calm happy song, instead of a excited happy song…I am just drained! Haha


Michael Bublé

My Thoughts

I have had pretty much nothing to write about today, so I was thinking what can I write?

While I was reading through the other posts on here, I was inspired, to literally write a post on whatever I was thinking about *within reason of course*.

I just feel like there is so much going on in my mind, and one post may not be enough to write about them all. I could write individual posts, for each individual thought. But, where’s the fun in that? Why not write a thought about each single thought that I’ve been thinking about today. There is a lot going.

There was the California “recall”. I felt like reading through some of the responses I may have been the only one who thought it was going to be perfectly fine, haha.

I am so tired of journalists, making themselves the story, rather than telling the story.

I am so tired of journalists gaslighting the public.

I can’t figure out how to use the vaccine emoji on my twitter profile.

Despite everything, there’s always little glimmers of hope, that everything is going to be okay. It’s just one or two things. Despite these huge powerful platforms, the public are seeing them.

You can’t really hide in this world anymore. You can, but you have to be smart about it.

Snuggle Up!

There has to be someone in the neighborhood with a open fireplace. At night lately, when I open the front door I can smell that open fireplace. Even though I’m standing there with the door open and it’s freezing still. Somehow the smell of that fireplace makes me feel warm. Which makes me wonder if I could get that scent, and a fake fireplace, how much would that trick my brain into feeling warm.

Have you ever managed to trick your brain into something?

The last time…

When was the last time you just looked out?

You sat on the grass/ground/floor and looked up?

When was the last time you looked up into clouds to see what shapes they made.?

When was the last time you read that favourite childhood story?

When was the last time you literally stopped to smell a flower?

When was the last time you stopped and listened to the birds?

Sat and looked as the sun sets into a ocean?

When was your last good laugh?

When was the last time you smiled about yourself, to yourself.

If you have to really think about it, then it’s been too long!

Astrology and other cool things!

What better way to start a Monday then to tell you about some hobbies that I do. That I can’t actually believe that I have never told you all about!

Now I know the title says Astrology. I am not an actual Astrologer so I can’t not tell you your future/horoscope. However, I am a big follower of it. Now also when I say a big follower of it, I don’t really pay attention to the day to to day. When I was younger my Gran made a chart with different houses and those sorts of ones I pay attention too. Mainly because they’ve been extremely accurate.

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My Gran also taught me Reiki and I am a Level Reiki Practitioner (and my bear Tristan). For those who do not what Reiki is, I’ll give you a little quick break down: Reiki is the ancient Chinese healing method with your hands. The great thing about Reiki is that you can do what is called “Absent Healings”. Which is where you give a picture or have a picture in your mind of the person your healing and you use a proxy (hence the teddy bear). I don’t use Reiki so much on other people anymore, but I do on myself at lot at the moment. It really does help. I must stress that it will not necessarily cure anything, but it helps with the stress of the situation. I once was regularly giving Reiki healing for someone who had terminal cancer. Although it did not cure the cancer, she said that it helped her with the pain.

If you ever feel like you need an absent reiki healing, please don’t hesitate to contact me!

My Grandmother also taught me the ways of the Tarot and I do love using my cards. I currently have a Lord of the Rings deck and I’ve had them for years! I love just using them to help clarify any questions or situations that I find myself currently in. Unfortunately though I don’t know why, but I can’t find my deck!

 

Unfollowing?

When you’ve ever unfollowed someone…Have you ever told that person why you’ve unfollowed them?

This is definitely one of my more random thoughts of the year.

I recently unfollowed someone mainly because I didn’t really like how they call themselves a full time streamer and people give them hundreds of their dollars. Too help pay with their rent, or to help pay for a new microphone, something like that. Yet, I swear they are least full time streamer, of the all the full time streamers I have ever seen. I wanted to write a comment along the lines of maybe they should reconsider the whole “full time” thing. They go on about having headaches, yet they spent the whole day doing stuff? I don’t think this person I unfollowed actually has had a single week yet all year, where they’ve streamed all the days that they said they were going too. There’s always at least one day a week where they don’t.

I felt like saying something, but I know that his followers would probably just eat me alive for every daring to say it. Even though they give hundreds of dollars to this guy.

The only times I’ve been told why someone is unfollowing me was to call me a horrible person. No one else ever had, even though they’ve clearly had problems with me. One, I found out though, thought I was too “boring” Guy is still single and I didn’t even know that he had unfriended me, because I found him “that” interesting *shrugs* Personally I think it was because he thought someone “better” had come along. Though she was not interested in him.

Have you ever gone about telling someone why you’ve unfollowed them, or have most of the time, they’ve just known why? I probably go through once a year and get rid of people who haven’t been around for over a year and I don’t know them that well…I get that.