Sometimes

Sometimes, I love to look up into the sky.

It’s hard to believe when you look up, no matter the weather.

That the world is currently as crazy as it is.

Since the kitties passing, I’ve been putting out wild bird seed.

I get to see all kinds of birds now, mainly pigeons though. Still waiting for the seagulls.

Sometimes, if they let me, I love to just look at the birds.

Yes, even the pigeons.

I can’t believe they don’t seem realise how crazy this world is.

It’s peaceful.

This is what every day should be like, peaceful.

Sensible, how things should be.

Getting on with it. None of this silly “whose genitals are what”

None of these “That total and utter jerk wad, is so hot”.

Why do we want to grow up, at all?

Been thinking a lot…

This week, I have had many a random thoughts. Here a list of some of them. See if you can guess, what they’re about.

  1. They could have had Beto
  2. One of the proclaimed “greatest writer of our time” just wrote penised.
  3. I have yet to see someone give a legitimate reason to NEED an AR.
  4. I really do wish that Twitter would shut down for 24/48 hours.
  5. Ted Bundy, reminds me how stupid women can really be.
  6. Unpopular #opinion. If you want to call yourself a #safetynetwork for a group. You HAVE to get over #ego and you may have to work with people you don’t like or agree with. Otherwise that “safety” net WILL fall. Think #TERFs and imagine if they run the women’s crisis centers.
  7. I wish I could have my furbabies back.
  8. Flag shaggers make me wanna vomit.
  9. I am so tired.

Genuinely thought…

You all remember how Roe vs Wade has started to be dismantled?

Well, I thought it might make some transphobic people more “awake” about where our countries were going. I was very wrong, in fact, I think they may have doubled down. It’s so weird!

I am genuinely terrified for the way that the UK is going.

Rowlings words was the catalyst to start anti trans Laws/Bills in America. Which then lead to the dismantling of #RoeVWade. She made ONE tweet where she said her “friends” are all pro-choice. They’re not. The “Baroness” tried to pass an anti abortion Law only three years ago! Caroline Farrow is anti-gay and anti-abortion. Rowlings new best “buds” are all homophobic, transphobic, couldn’t care less about women. And they’re defending them all! These men you’re defending, they want that ALL too.

Let alone, I don’t get WHY they all go about how Rowling was abused. She was, but instead of going after her ex-husband, she went after trans people instead.

They don’t even seem to mention it, at all anymore. It doesn’t even seem to be on their radar. What is on their radar, hating trans people. That tweet where she was all “well of course my friends are pro-choice” (they are not) is the ONLY thing she’s said about Roe v Wade.

Sick

Honestly the election over Australia in the weekend, I woke the day after. Finding out just before midnight, about the results. I didn’t get to bed till about 2 in the morning, happy mind you. But the next/same day (lol) I woke up with SUCH a headache.

I knew perfectly well why. Last time Australia has an election, the guy who should have won, didn’t. So we ended with a Hillsong Christian Extremist, Murdoch play thing for the last four years, instead. Too say that I was nervous about this election was an understatement.

The other time I felt sick this week. I got blocked by an animal account on Insta, but I have no problem with this. I don’t know how many of you have noticed, but more and more people are actually having a go at people who make meme’s out of the Depp vs Heard. I have been one of them. I used to follow this dog account “Holly’s Amazing Journey” and recently Holly’s owner used Holly to make a video having a go at Amber Heard.

I felt SO sick to my stomach. No matter what “team” you’re on, don’t use your pets to make fun of a domestic violence situation. I told them this (and I reported it), and next time I came on, I was blocked. If you want to make fun of Heard or Depp, use yourself.

Thursday Theories – Nice

So this isn’t really a “fact” thing type blog, it’s more a curiosity thing. So “bear with”.

I was just thinking today at work. What “made” me become nice? Was it innate, did I learn it, was it force onto me, is it a gift?

Its just seems more and more like a rare trait these days. Like the other week my mum’s work colleague, her mum had just escaped from the Ukraine, and on top of all of that they LOST HER LUGGAGE! So that night we all whipped different clothing. When we tell people that story, most of us say to us a lot of other people wouldn’t. I was like, really?

Then with my streaming and social media’s, people keeping telling I am so nice and you don’t see that a lot, really?

I think it’s a normal thing to get together clothes and things you can spare, last minute to someone. If I’m having a bad day, I don’t take it out on others. Is that really not that normal?

That’s why I started to think about it. I reblocked my Dad today as well, after unblocking him, to thank him for my present he gave me for my birthday. Only to not hear anything, until yesterday, where all he wanted was my brother’s address. So I gave it too him and then he said the oddest thing “Block Time…Bye” That man child, had been blocking me this WHOLE time! He STILL thinks HE’S the victim…WTF is wrong with him?!!!!

So definitely didn’t learn my kindness from him, lol

My mum, a little bit, I guess? She treats me with little respect, like that family that have controlled my life since I was 12, and am now 38. They ruined my birthday last year, she mocked this year for being grumpy around my birthday. They disrespect my partner and I, and she says nothing. So maybe not her either.

SO WHOOOOOO! As much as I can still relate to my great grandfather, he died when I was two, lol

You know, maybe it’s the pets?! That unconditional love has got to rub off, but I see a lot of bigots with pets of some sort. Do you know that amount of times I have said “SAVE THE DOGGO!KITTY!HORSES…various other animals” lol…

SO WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES US NICE/KIND!

Me and my high standards

When you grow up, you learn that sometimes, you don’t have to be team anyone. Quote – Me =D

Do you know how often I laugh to myself because I think too myself how open-minded I am, but I have incredibly high standards. Not just for myself, but for others as well.

I can totally not agree with someone, but if it’s something lame like “I believe Depp, not sorry”, I’m cutting you off. I believe that Depp texted to one his friends that he wanted to burn Amber and stuff her in his trunk, because he did exactly like that. You believe what, that he’s a horrible human being? He is.

Paul Bettany: having Johnny Depp texts read aloud in libel trial was ‘an unpleasant feeling’

83 Times Johnny Depp Lied Under Cross-Examination

Also this:

In texts Depp, 57, had described women as “sluts” and “fat ugly whores”. In one he said he would “smack the ugly cunt around” after asking whether a “worthless hooker” had arrived. In another, he described his former partner Vanessa Paradis as a “withering cunt”. Vanessa Paradis is the MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN.

How idiotic do you have to be to ignore that? Why are people this dumb when it comes to celebrity? He’s lost TWO court cases now, because he IS an abuser. Yes Amber Heard did it, BUT SO DID HE.

Seriously, what is WRONG with you to ignore that?

One message, sent in 2013, made lewd reference to Heard’s “beaver”, and discussed her murder by “burning” or “drowning”.

Although I have high standards, I have them for a good reason. When you IGNORE something so obviously horrible and troubled, what else do you ignore? So yeah, I have no problem with cutting people of like that. I guess I don’t have high standards, I just have normal standards, because I’m a decent human being.

Kind of funny, I started to write this one, and the next day I saw this article. You can sign up for free.

Why do people blindly support Johnny Depp? I’ll tell you whyCharlotte Proudman

I can tell you why though, people are stupid. I literally have seen someone write “Because Heard wasn’t beaten up as badly Rihanna, I don’t believe her. But I don’t follow Depp blindly”. That’s sick. Depp has lost twice already, he has now being SUING people LONGER than he even knew Heard for. He is STILL trying to control everything. If people do not pull him up on his behaviour, he will end up like Prince, M.J. Elvis, ALL of them. Their therapists have said that there was mutual abuse.

Why am I highlighting words and sentences, because people are not paying attention.

Have some standards people.

I can’t believe I HAVE to write this. Imagine Depp was talking about your daughter like that. Depp’s own children have to hear what their Father called their Mother, because he wants to control everything. Would you really be okay with that, if that was your daughter, mother, sister, Aunt, grandmother he was saying that he wanted to burn alive, like a witch. Calling her a whore. A LOT of you seem to be alright with that. That’s scary. So get yourself some standards.

And saying all this, I will still be watching Depp and Heard films. I enjoy a lot of them. I just hope Depp let’s it go and starts to move, healthily, with his life.

Over the weekend…and the things I did not get

I didn’t go on Twitter, which I loved, lol. I went on once, because I got a direct message asking why I’d gone so quiet.

Before I went off there for the weekend, and mainly only going on the others to thank people for birthday wishes. I saw that Laura Ingraham tweet. And apart from the obvious, that she was a cruel person for making her mother work as a waitress to pay off her Ingraham’s loan. She admits that SOMEONE ELSE paid off her loan. So what exactly is she complaining about? She didn’t pay it off, according to herself, her mother did it. Laura has had good jobs over that time, so why wasn’t she paying it herself?

Why are people like this? I feel like I am always asking this at the moment, but honestly why are people like this?!lol Have they always been like this?

I know that bigotry and hatred can rot the brain, but really, why are people this dumb?lol

My Thoughts

I have had pretty much nothing to write about today, so I was thinking what can I write?

While I was reading through the other posts on here, I was inspired, to literally write a post on whatever I was thinking about *within reason of course*.

I just feel like there is so much going on in my mind, and one post may not be enough to write about them all. I could write individual posts, for each individual thought. But, where’s the fun in that? Why not write a thought about each single thought that I’ve been thinking about today. There is a lot going.

There was the California “recall”. I felt like reading through some of the responses I may have been the only one who thought it was going to be perfectly fine, haha.

I am so tired of journalists, making themselves the story, rather than telling the story.

I am so tired of journalists gaslighting the public.

I can’t figure out how to use the vaccine emoji on my twitter profile.

Despite everything, there’s always little glimmers of hope, that everything is going to be okay. It’s just one or two things. Despite these huge powerful platforms, the public are seeing them.

You can’t really hide in this world anymore. You can, but you have to be smart about it.

Unlimited

I was just thinking, and was just wondering with you too. I received a letter today asking me to donate towards Koalas’. They’ve had a rough road of it lately, and they were asking for $100. Which too me, is a lot. I love animals and I can’t afford $100 right now. They also gave us a magnet =/ Which made me feel worse!

That’s when I thought to myself though, if I had unlimited funds I would give them $100 and more! I would help so many animals. We have so many ads here advertising for helps for animal charities. I hate them, mainly because I am sure that anyone who could help, would. I hate to be reminded how I can’t help.

So, if you had unlimited funds. Who would you help, that you wished you could?