I wish you were here…

I don’t know what to do..

Do I keep fighting?

You would have known what to do

I know that,

Your writings tell me so.

How do you let go of the one thing you can’t let go of?

Did you ever have something that you can’t let go of?

How did you put it behind you? If you ever did.

Do you have someone you wish were here?

 

Win Days!

I was thinking about this today, how often do we have a “Win” day. By this I mean, how many days do we have that turn out a LOT better than they had started or how we anticipated them? I had one of those today and I really wanted to talk to my partner about it, but then I felt I was bragging…and there was nothing to “brag” about. It was just a day that turned out really well. Despite how I thought it was going to be.

Then when we do have them, I don’t know about others. I want to share with anyone and everyone I meet how well everything went. Then I get all embarrassed and nothing really that exciting happened, it just went well.

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How often do they happen really though? Especially on those days when you think it’s just going to go all bad? We should celebrate those days, even if we have to celebrate by ourselves.

My Mama is smart =D

My mum and I have right ole’ gossip and biotching session while we’re in the car. One thing she brought up was that she agrees that the PC Culture is over the top at the moment … BUT … BUT …  it’s a very big BUT …

But it’s because the alt-right have taken to that level.

You take Alex Jones as a good example. Tries to go around smearing the names of parents who have lost children in the shootings,causing them to move nearly 7 times! They decided that they’ve had enough and he decides to sue them for HIS legal fees? Hey, dude! If you weren’t smearing people’s names you wouldn’t have those issues, would you…”genius”. It’s not even about attacking parents who lost children, it’s just going out of your way to smear anyone, causing them to have constantly move…Knowing FULL WELL what your supporters are doing.

Trump pretty much just handing over America to the Russians. Let alone those t-shirts that read “I’d choose a Russian over a Democrat”…Go live there then, if you think Russia is so fantastic! Why Russian anyway? The irony being of course, we all know that they couldn’t actually survive there.

Then there’s the sudden increase in African American…children…Having the police called on them by white folk. There is no way these people do not know about Tamir Rice. That even made the Australian news! I’ll have to find the video, but I heard this really good point made. Listen up racist white folk…When you make that call because of an “annoyance”, knowing full well about Tamir Rice. You are saying loud and “proud” that you, because of an “annoyance”, you are fully prepared to put that child’s life at risk. Simply because you’re “annoyed”.

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So “Pro-life” of them.

Cleaning out my closet…

I have to say that these last couple of weeks have been really interesting. I’ve been feeling pretty down a couple of weeks ago, but these last couple of weeks have been fantastic! I have been having so much fun! Been getting really creative, getting everything together.

I have been physically cleaning out my closet and now I want to clean out my closet “mentally health” wise as well.

So how does go about cleaning out their mental health closet?

Where would one start?

Is it just a matter of trying to forget?

Eating and drinking well?

 

Don’t Worry be Happy

A couple of weeks ago I had the weirdest day I had had in such a long time. I was going for my L’s Theory test and the first thing that happened was I bumped into someone from high school and we had a chat about my ex friends from high school and that situation. Then I went and did the test and went across the road to the local mall and walked pass this girl that has never liked me and she recently unfriended me on Facebook. (I don’t know when she did it, but we both got tagged in something and that’s when I realised, because I don’t go to her page) Since I don’t have an issue with her, I smiled and she gave me the coldest shoulder (and no smile) I have ever received.

I had to laugh and shake my head…It’s ridiculous!

I’ve always had this feeling that she’s thought that there’s some sort of competition between us…and I just genuinely do not give a…

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I don’t even understand it because all the guys in this group love her. She’s done these horrible things and they still love her, so that’s them, not me. I don’t like how she’s treated people (myself included) but it’s not like they don’t know what she’s done. Maybe it’s because I don’t worship her or something like that? Generally I don’t do that for anyone, not even with celebrity. I’ve never understood that frame of mind.

Anyways, I digress,

I laughed and shook my head because it made me realise something. I don’t have time or the mental space to worry about people’s make believe problems anymore. How privileged she should feel that someone who doesn’t really care about her…Doesn’t care about her, but everyone else still loves her…I would LOVE to have those problems!

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Unfollowing?

When you’ve ever unfollowed someone…Have you ever told that person why you’ve unfollowed them?

This is definitely one of my more random thoughts of the year.

I recently unfollowed someone mainly because I didn’t really like how they call themselves a full time streamer and people give them hundreds of their dollars. Too help pay with their rent, or to help pay for a new microphone, something like that. Yet, I swear they are least full time streamer, of the all the full time streamers I have ever seen. I wanted to write a comment along the lines of maybe they should reconsider the whole “full time” thing. They go on about having headaches, yet they spent the whole day doing stuff? I don’t think this person I unfollowed actually has had a single week yet all year, where they’ve streamed all the days that they said they were going too. There’s always at least one day a week where they don’t.

I felt like saying something, but I know that his followers would probably just eat me alive for every daring to say it. Even though they give hundreds of dollars to this guy.

The only times I’ve been told why someone is unfollowing me was to call me a horrible person. No one else ever had, even though they’ve clearly had problems with me. One, I found out though, thought I was too “boring” Guy is still single and I didn’t even know that he had unfriended me, because I found him “that” interesting *shrugs* Personally I think it was because he thought someone “better” had come along. Though she was not interested in him.

Have you ever gone about telling someone why you’ve unfollowed them, or have most of the time, they’ve just known why? I probably go through once a year and get rid of people who haven’t been around for over a year and I don’t know them that well…I get that.

Those Republicans!

After seeing many, many…MANY…videos of white Trump supporters lashing out and attacking children…Why do they keep having a go at Liberals for not caring about the children? You know, the same group of people who called the CHILDREN who had been shot at “crisis actors”

Flowers

…Weirdos

Fox News Defends Laura Ingraham Against David Hogg’s “Agenda-Driven Intimidation” – Update

http://thehill.com/homenews/media/374983-fox-news-host-rips-far-right-conspiracies-about-florida-students

https://www.vox.com/policy-and-politics/2017/11/9/16630464/supporters-defend-roy-moore-mary-joseph

https://www.smh.com.au/world/north-america/crisis-actors-sandy-hook-parents-sue-infowars-host-for-defamation-20180418-p4za74.html

http://abc7chicago.com/society/woman-who-called-cops-on-8-year-old-selling-water-in-sf-loses-business/3656714/

http://www.slate.com/articles/news_and_politics/politics/2015/06/mckinney_texas_police_misconduct_at_swimming_pool_party_america_s_ugly_history.html

The list keeps growing…

But, yeah, it’s the Liberals who don’t care about the children.