Thursday Theories – Nice

So this isn’t really a “fact” thing type blog, it’s more a curiosity thing. So “bear with”.

I was just thinking today at work. What “made” me become nice? Was it innate, did I learn it, was it force onto me, is it a gift?

Its just seems more and more like a rare trait these days. Like the other week my mum’s work colleague, her mum had just escaped from the Ukraine, and on top of all of that they LOST HER LUGGAGE! So that night we all whipped different clothing. When we tell people that story, most of us say to us a lot of other people wouldn’t. I was like, really?

Then with my streaming and social media’s, people keeping telling I am so nice and you don’t see that a lot, really?

I think it’s a normal thing to get together clothes and things you can spare, last minute to someone. If I’m having a bad day, I don’t take it out on others. Is that really not that normal?

That’s why I started to think about it. I reblocked my Dad today as well, after unblocking him, to thank him for my present he gave me for my birthday. Only to not hear anything, until yesterday, where all he wanted was my brother’s address. So I gave it too him and then he said the oddest thing “Block Time…Bye” That man child, had been blocking me this WHOLE time! He STILL thinks HE’S the victim…WTF is wrong with him?!!!!

So definitely didn’t learn my kindness from him, lol

My mum, a little bit, I guess? She treats me with little respect, like that family that have controlled my life since I was 12, and am now 38. They ruined my birthday last year, she mocked this year for being grumpy around my birthday. They disrespect my partner and I, and she says nothing. So maybe not her either.

SO WHOOOOOO! As much as I can still relate to my great grandfather, he died when I was two, lol

You know, maybe it’s the pets?! That unconditional love has got to rub off, but I see a lot of bigots with pets of some sort. Do you know that amount of times I have said “SAVE THE DOGGO!KITTY!HORSES…various other animals” lol…

SO WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES US NICE/KIND!

Unlimited

I was just thinking, and was just wondering with you too. I received a letter today asking me to donate towards Koalas’. They’ve had a rough road of it lately, and they were asking for $100. Which too me, is a lot. I love animals and I can’t afford $100 right now. They also gave us a magnet =/ Which made me feel worse!

That’s when I thought to myself though, if I had unlimited funds I would give them $100 and more! I would help so many animals. We have so many ads here advertising for helps for animal charities. I hate them, mainly because I am sure that anyone who could help, would. I hate to be reminded how I can’t help.

So, if you had unlimited funds. Who would you help, that you wished you could?

Happy?

My Mum and I were talking about this (my mum and I have some interesting random conversations). Someone that we both know posted a post on Facebook that said “Happy Easter”…but is it really?

Easter Friday, especially since it’s the day that they put Jesus on the cross? Hence, why we have delicious hot cross buns…Sorry, I can’t help it, I love hot cross buns.

We were talking about how it’s interesting how some people will say Happy Easter or Happy Anzac Day or how some get really offended by the term “Happy Holidays”. Usually the same people that say Happy Easter are the ones usually offended by Happy Holidays.

When do you think it’s appropriate to say “Happy…”?

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It’s

Flowers

(Although, as someone pointed out to me, that people who are looking for their natural parents. May not agree with this…You get the general idea though =P…This random thought came about when someone asked me if I missed my ex-friends and I explained why I didn’t…Realising they hadn’t really ever been there for me, pretty much ever. It’s not hard to miss someone who was never there for you to being with!)

Rule 1

Flowers

I have seen some really gorgeous candles lately…I kid you not though, the candle itself is around $14…The postage…$70! I am NOT even kidding…$70! What is the packaging made out of…Gold? These candles were not even in glass, just a plastic container.

There is a market here I swear! Especially for Aussies! Most of the companies were in the US…I’ve always had a rule, unless special circumstance pertains…

Do not buy anything online where the postage is more than the item!

Daily Post – Land of Confusion

Land of Confusion – Daily Prompt

My life IS a land of confusion, I rarely feel like I fit in, whatever I do never seems right. It’s never good enough. My mind is a constant land of confusion, whenever I think I’ve gotten it, I haven’t. Sometimes I used to feel really let down and out of it, and now, as I’ve gotten older, it’s mattering too me less and less. Sometimes I look at what is happening in the world and the prioritises and I think “Am I the only one who thinks this is lame?”

I always used to say that I was born in the wrong age, the wrong era, the wrong decade. I feel like this more and more each day.

And you’re gonna let it burn…

Burn Daily Post – One Word Prompt

I’m just going to go with this…

Let It Burn

Let those feelings burn,

Let them burn to a cinder,

till there is nothing but ash,

not even a light ember, threatening to burn you all over again.

Let them cool off,

Do nothing to relight the flame,

Grab tightly, let it burn,

Burn away.

Burn away all hopes,

Burn away all dreams,

Burn away all feelings,

BURN IT ALL!