Share Your World … Week 26

Share Your World … Week 26

What’s your most memorable (good or bad) airplane flight?

I get motion sickness so they always tend to not be great, but it’s why I prefer to travel during the day, even during Winter/horrible weather. Mainly because you fly over the clouds and seem to encounter very little turbulence.

How many bones, if any, have you broken?

Luckily I have not broken any bones…Yet! Knock on Wood!

If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be? (guest can be dead, alive, famous or someone you just know)

Oh, I really like this question! One of my guests would have to be Audrey Hepburn, I just find her and her life incredibly fascinating and definitely a life well lived! I would love to interview my Poppa Joe, just so I can see him one more time, but also because he did have such a great mind. I’d love to know what he makes of certain things now.

Make a Currently List: What are you reading, watching, listening to, eating, needing, wanting, and missing right now?

1. Keeping Faith – Jodi Picoult (I’ve actually been “Reading” this one for a couple of months now).
2. Q.I (UK)
3. I am relistening to Within Temptation and Enyas new album!
4. I had a mixture for dinner, pumpkin soup, spring rolls and fried rice.
5. I need something that stops my leg aching >.<
6. I am also wanting something that stops my leg aching…and a Library job!
7. My baby boo =D hehe

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Leftovers

One of the things that I absolutely hate about my last ‘relationship’, was that no matter how much I know I’m better off and no matter how much I love and adore my current boyfriend. I hate how the past can affect us and damage us for someone who has never done a thing to hurt us.

To make a long story short, my last “relationship” ended up being a disaster and have no idea why. The only way I can explain it to myself is that I honestly was just a bet. I am decade older than my last partner and he chased me for months (nearly a year) full well knowing that I’m much older than him, but we ended up dating…for a month. Now his reason was alright (after nearly a year he realised I was much older than him)…

But as all my ex’s seem to do, they just seem to turn on me? All my breakups have been “amicable” in that we’ve both realised it’s not going to work and somehow all of my ex’s, even when they not great friends with the person, they’ve all gone running to the person who hates me the most? It’s put some serious trust issues, deep embedded in me. My last ex, for example, using to complain about this “best friend” of his more than I did and I had more of a reason to dislike this guy, and does not respect the guy. Yet, the first person he goes to, out of all of his friends, is a guy he doesn’t respect and knows hates my guts?

The whole feeling though of feeling stupid for having such strong feelings for someone who thought me nothing more than a bet, still stays with me to this day and I just cannot shake it. It annoys me to no end. I am extremely happy with my relationship and I can tell it bothers my current partner that I seriously struggle to open up. I just cannot help it.

Any advice?