Show Yourself

I don’t even know if I told you all, but I recently went back onto Facebook.

One of the first things I did was to apoligise to people who I’ve been unpleasant too in the past. EXCEPT for those who have actually deserved it. Mainly too people who I’ve reacted out of pain.

For all of them, I said they didn’t have to respond. I was doing this for myself, and to just plainly apoligise to them. Even though you say something like that, and you mean, it is nice to to know that they at least got the message,

All but one has let me know in someway that they did get it.

All but one, and that one was the one who just disappeared on me. They hurt me the most too, by doing that. I felt like I had to force them to talk to me, to actually break up with me. Like all my ex’s, he went and back stabbed me too. But still some of things that I said after were pretty nasty. I don’t think he ever apologized for being a bastard.

So not hearing from him and only him. Was like an instant heal. You know that saying “No answer is a answer”.

It showed me who he IS, and always has been.

Also, as a note. He’s the one who gave me my leg troubles/pains, because he was bad at “it”. A literal reminder of how much of a pain in the butt he is!