Put that thing away…

I’ve been streaming for about a month now and in that time.

Seen two pen 15’s

Been hit on numerous times, lost “followers” when they realised that I have a partner.

Luckily, I am a old woman and have been dealing with these kind of things for nearly my whole life. I still remember this one time, I was walking to the bus from walk, during the day, by myself. This guy on a bike rides by me and says “You’ve got really big boobs”. Like, how am I supposed to deal with that?

Now, I’m nearly 40, it just annoys me. I do let them know. I also always ask them “How many times has that even worked”? Young and old, it just pisses me off. Who is telling these guys, that that’s the way to a woman’s heart?



Bit of a dramatic way to start off the weekend. This actually happened a couple of weeks ago, but literally the day after I had already posted my post “Insanity”. In my other post, I was talking about how these Bernie supporters all came out and were just, horrible.


I have no idea what’s going on with me lately, but I have been so zen. Despite everything.

The next day…I made a joke on someones comment who was called the lefties “loony” and “insane”. My joke? “Well who raised the millenials, boomer”. OHMY…

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I thought Conservatives knew how to take a joke? This person decided to come onto MY Facebook profile and make a comment on every single public post I had. So ones about how paedophilia supporters got an Australian Honour Award titled “How low can Australia go”? The one about how Meghan Markle is getting treated worse than Camilla.


When I pointed out that he was now stalking me and harassing me, oh boy. Did that set him off! He kept on insisting on calling me an millennial, then got mad at me and called me a dickhead that I was calling him a Boomer. So I had to point out that I’m not millennial. I also made the “mistake” that his was supporting a paedophilia sympathiser, should we watch him too?


After a while (a few of my friends were like “whose this bozo). He kept saying things like I’m on a public page, not your profile…Except he was on my page. I don’t have that many public posts. I said “I made a joke and you decided to come on to MY profile to call me a lunatic.” I’ll do you for harassment and stalking. Then he said “well if you can’t take criticism” So, then we all pointed out to him, not only had he came over to MY page because I made a joke. Also, loony, millenial, dick head and lunatic are not criticisms. That’s just name calling, children know that.

What was funny, I wasn’t mad at him, I just thought he was a loser. I was more mad that, for some reason, I couldn’t report his comments from my own page? My partner could from his page, but I can’t from mine? So I went to his profile, what a troll. By troll, I think he’s a real person, but I think he thrives off of harassing us “lefty loonies”. I think he is a perpetual harasser.

The other thing was though, he kept going on about how he was in the Army. So he knows all about “respect” and I don’t have it. As I pointed out to him, how is it respectful to call people you don’t agree with “loonies” “dick heads” etc. Oh, he’s also a Greta Thunberg hater. So respectful. I was more mad at FB than him. I started to actually read what he writing. I think he has something “missing” So I stopped interacting with him and blocked him.

*I did actually contact the Police in my state as well, even though he lives in a different state. It might seem extreme, but I felt better for doing it. I don’t think he’s well. I felt dreadful, because everything he did, not just say…was pretty off. How many times have you come across someone who GOES to your profile, after you made a joke (and a true one at that) and then make a comment on EVERY SINGLE POST of theirs? How many times have we seen people kill and then everyone say “We didn’t see it coming” but then when you actually LOOK. You think, how could they not?*.


I went to Twitter, what was I thinking? Even more Bernie supporters insanity, they actually sounded insane. They are turning more into Trump supporters every day. They were calling Warren “the enemy”. Saying they would respect her more, if she just dropped out and supported him. (I said to them “Here’s a crazy idea, instead of you all attacking her. How about you all just support each other against, Trump. How crazy is that idea?”). I actually had to stand up for a Trump supporter, because apparently shooting Scailise was alright, because Trump supporters have shot more? What kind of logic is that? So it’s alright to try to kill people, just as long as it’s not as many as the other people? Here’s another crazy idea. How about it’s not okay to shoot ANYONE?!

Then, there was this…

Rowan Baxter, burned his children (and ex-wife) alive. After having MANY AVO’s against him, his wife left him, he killed himself with a much softer and harsh way. Funny, because the Detective she’s speaking about here. Apologised for his comments, only about an hour after she wrote this, and then he stepped down. I get why people were upset about his comments. I didn’t think he meant anything out of turn, but we’re still waiting for hers.

This “person” received an OAM (one of Australia’s highest honours), just about a month ago, for her ‘fair’ writings about men’s rights…I blocked her.




It’s hard being Green

I just felt like that was an appropriate title, rather than just saying “It’s hard being me”…Because although some days it is, I am SO lucky.

Anyways, completely off subject…If you are a apart of the gaming community, you have probably heard of the seriously bad overreaction people have been having over the latest “Mass Effect” game. To break it down simply, one the animators for the new game is a women, and not the only animator for the game. Even before the game has been released, people are already complaining about the animations. However, these comments have not just been plain criticism, threats, accusations of how she got her job in the first place.

Scumbags harass Woman for working on Mass Effect: Andromeda’s Animation.

Gamer’s have a really bad reputation and this situation kind of proves why girls and women just don’t want to know about the whole thing. That makes me sad, because I love to game. It’s a stereotype I really want to see go, but then again I guess, I just want that kind of attitude to go, period.

Harassment is NOT criticism.

Role Reversal?

Here I am again, feeling frustrated because no matter how many times I have rejected a guy. Apparently it is MY responsibility to make them feel better again and for months to listen to how much they like me and how strong they’re feelings are for me. Even though I have made it clear that 1) I am NOT interested and 2) I have met someone.

If I did this, I would be call ‘crazy’, ‘pathetic’ and ‘stalkerish’. Yet, if I call them that and I don’t just sit there, take it and listen to something that I think is actually unhealthy and not helpful at all, I’m a bitch. Why? Why do we just have to put up with these guys harassing us? The emotional blackmail as well! I got so fed up with one guy today I literally broke and started to lose it. When I told this guy I was refusing to talk about any-more his feelings for me (I said no to him mid-December and he knows I’m dating someone else) because it was clearly not healthy and it was clearly not helpful for him. He tried to turn it back on me “Oh, I was just asking how you were doing”. I LOST it! I have not lost it like that in a really long time.

I literally FEAR rejecting guys now, I really do fear it. I have been humiliated on Facebook because of rejecting someone, which honestly made me even MORE glad that I chose to say no to that guy. Why anyone of them (a group of people decided to tag me in a picture that basically called me a “bitch” and posted it on their Facebook, they wouldn’t have dared to post it on my own wall) would think that that would make me want to date him more is beyond me. I have had guys go off on me while in their cars, that is scary as!

Guy listen to me…Man up! Not one single girl I know finds it sexy to constantly harass us after we have rejected you, in fact, it makes us want to stay away from you even more you and humiliating us does NOT work for us! Not one single girl I know has changed her mind after you posted on her wall any type of “friendzone” meme. It makes us even more glad that we don’t choose you, except we can’t say that because we’ll be called a bitch and then have our name dragged through the mud.