I just wanted to reiterate something. I don’t actually believe for a second that I have a sad life. I am very happy and content in my life. I believe in myself, a lot more than I used too. I speak for myself a lot more than I used too. All I can do is try my best at everything I do. I don’t actually have anything to really complain about. I am very lucky.
Just my family that drives me nuts…and Mashy when he bites my legs. Would I complain if I won lotto? No, lol…But honestly, just happy. I am annoyed that I even have to justify that to myself because of what my brother said.
Have you ever had a day where you just one moment, you’re just up and then you’re down, and then you’re up and down and shake it all about.
When I woke up yesterday morning, I was looking at the fashions of the VMA awards, enjoying them and then “bop” Depp made an appearance and said something like “I’m available for parties, barbecues” blah blah…Ewwwwwwwwwwww, that’s what a bunch of young people want. A creepy old man who wants to have sex with corpses and put out naked pictures of his now ex-wife” hovering above them. Looking for his new girlfriend. Honestly, I think America is just a different planet. But then again, maybe the young girls of America don’t even like him. It could just be the media.
Then I became sad again, as you might see above why. When Lynette Dawson “disappeared” she “left behind two young daughters. Who would probably be about 40ish now. So for a moment, I wanted to cry at work when I found out, but then I wanted to cry for different reasons after I thought about it.
Then I went up again and DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMNNNNN Taylor Swift, I love your burns. You know if I was an artist, I would probably do all the little Easter eggs and subtle hints as well. I am so happy for her! For YEARS West AND the Kardashians hounded that girl, and for what? Because HE made himself look a total moron.
So sometimes it can feel really silly and completely stupid at the moment. So sometimes it can feel like you’re not happy.
But when you sit there and really think about it, you are pretty happy really. There is so much, personally, that I have good reason to be happy with. I have a good job that I like and I like the people I work with. If I could become affiliate on Twitch, that’d be even better! I feel with my partner, despite my own insecurities, we will be together for a long time.
Australia has it’s problems, racism being one of them. Generally though, we’ve got it pretty together now. Especially after voting out our right winged party.
Also generally, I think I could confidently say who I care about, who I don’t. Who I don’t mind anymore, because that’s who they are. Who my friends are, and who are probably not. In those quiet moments, when I take myself out. I am really lucky really. I know that I will always have a roof over my head, I can get food. As much as my body annoys me, I can still move, even if sometimes, not well. I have ways I can get help from different sources. I am very lucky. I think sometimes that’s why I fight for others. No one should have suffer. Being alive can be hard enough.
If I could win the lotto though, that’d be even better!
I don’t mean to brag and I am always feeling like I need to do better with my privileges. For now though, I am happy.
Now, I want to talk about the things that made us so happy, we got sick from the happiness! lol
We’ve all been there! Well I hope so!
You know what I mean, the getting drunk from good news, or the eating all the dessert, because you’re so happy it’s just there.
Take, as an example, when “my guy” won the election over the weekend. I felt sick the whole time it was happening, that when I found out he won. I drunk, stayed up till 2am was on adrenaline, woke up the next day with a massive headache, lol
I know that most of my readers are not big on regrets, but this isn’t really about regrets. It’s just about what are simples wishes you have, that would make your life happier? Not like the lottery type wishes, but like, here are couple of mine:
Do up the backyard, so that the bees come.
Do up the spare room, so there is something interesting to look outside the window.
Just draw reasonably well. Being a visual person, I get a lot of images in my head.
I think everyone knows within themselves when they are happy. I believe when you are happy, you are not spiteful or mean. You can’t be. When you are happy, you don’t want to lose that, so you’re not going to do crass and mean spirited things. I believe when you are truly happy, you want to spread it around. Which is why I do believe at the moment, there are a lot of unhappy people. The Right are unhappy, because they are finding their bigoted and racist ways are under threat. They can’t be who they are. Even though they are horrible, they think they can be who they are anymore. Then you’ve got the Left, who are unhappy, because they are not being listened too. By those who were chosen to listen to them.
Not only that but those who are supposed to listen to them, are now trying to make them the “criminals”.
So I wanted to make a fun post, get you away for a moment where you can think happy thoughts for a moment. I just want to say that if you don’t want to share with us, it’s all up too you. This is a safe and happy space today ❤ Well I always hope it’s a safe space, posts may not always be “happy”. But I hope it’s at least a safe space.
Hugs only with permission ❤
What I want you to either share with us, or at least think for the next five minutes. What is a favourite guilty television show for you? What is something you LOVE to watch, but may not necessarily want to talk to people about?
For myself, I enjoy some of the “Real” Housewives shows. Not all, just some…And if you tell anyone, I’ll have to kill you,lol.