I know that I have written about this before, but it’s been a while. I love to dream, but unfortunately, we cannot always control what we dream of. As I experienced. It was a total nightmare, the most scariest dream I have ever had. I include the one that I still remember from childhood. Which was of a huge black and white snail eating me alive.
It was my ex best friend trying to apoligise.
I always have wondered if she ever did (she will never), how I’d react. I know that dreams aren’t a 100% factual situation. When I woke up though, I don’t want her to apoligise. I just want to live my life, you know? If she did, would I have to say a thing? I did wonder what I’d say, but after that dream. I don’t have to say a damn thing.
Don’t know why, but felt this appropriate.
“Don’t watch the clock; do what it does. Keep going.” ~ Sam Levenson
I’ve often thought about writing something like this. I figure though most of the readers on here are pretty cluey about that kind of stuff.
However, after reading Kemi Badenoch “article” on the Times. It made me feel sick to my stomach. She wanted to make LGB Alliance, who call themselves the new Stonewall. Which is so freaking laughable and the only ones who like them ARE Tories, she wanted to make them STAKEHOLDERS in the Government! She’s one of the worst than Johnson candidates.
What made me feel ill, was that she was mocking the online safety bill. The irony is, of course, it’s too protect people, from people like her. And, when I become unbanned again, I will tell her that. She calls it to help people from their “hurt feelings” Then to go on to say that she will tell people the truth. Seriously, I just want to slap some people.
My Mum does say though that to be a politcian, you have to be a little bit of a psychopath.
As bad as everything is now, I don’t want the “old days” back. The reason why NOW is so bad, is because the good ole days, let a lot of things slide. As much as I dislike Trump, I think his “Presidency” showed a LOT of what’s wrong with the world.
So what am I looking forward too in the hopeful not to distant future:
A MUCH better system of Government, there’s no way we can keep doing it the way it is. We need to make room for independent government members.
Finally people making actual equal rights for LGBTQIA + people.
Something to actually STOP Trump from running for POTUS again.
The Royal Commission, in Australia, into the Murdoch Media Enterprise.
There must be something we’re all looking forward too though, in 2022? Personally, I am really looking forward to becoming a affiliate on Twitch. But I also want to get my partners spare room sorted out, and in the other create a little “escape” for myself. Until you know, baby makes 4…Hey, the cat is part of our family. I’m not saying I am pregnant, I’m saying if it happens. Then I can change my escape to babies room =D
Even though, it’s Summer here…I am also looking forward too the: lazy hot days where you lie around all day. Watching a favourite movie, and eating that favourite ice-cream. Taking off the bra, oh we know what I’m talking bout =D
No, I haven’t won the lottery or anything. Last week, I hadn’t been asked to work at all this week, other than Friday. Which means I had spent the last week doing a lot of my online studies and doing a lot of research into certain things.
The two main ones being a)Twitch and b) Redbubble.
Twitch is a gaming type platform. Where a lot of gamers can play games (usually pc and console games), but can choose to interact with others who can watch them play the games. I have a couple of friends who are already on there and they are so encouraging me too join. I even have names: The Tea Lady, Lolsy’s Tea, Napsy Lolsy Tea…Possibly changing Lolsy to Lollys…yeah, I think I’ll do that. I’m know what to do, I’m just scared to do it!lol
Redbubble is a platform where artists can sell their upload their art onto products, such as, phone cases, pillows, cards etc and sell them to the public. Now I don’t draw, but I say a lot of unusual things…Not creepy weird, just quotes. I say “I’ll be fine”, probably the one I best known for. However, over the last few months I have been writing down sayings I have. Completely random things, like having a pillow case that has on it “In case of favourite character dying…then on the other side…Hug me”…Things like that. I mean people are selling Lion King merchandise on there, don’t know how. Why can’t I do my quotes? I just need to find a program where I can put a nice background on.
I recently sat down and wrote a letter to three ex friends of mine. I sat down and write what I would write to them if the one friend who attacked me out of nowhere decided to unblock me. I blocked the other two after they also attacked me as well and yet, were perfectly fine with every attacking me and accusing me of things I had never even done.
I decided to write my response. Although I doubt they would ever apologise, I have no intentions at all with being friends with them ever again. I felt like I needed to write something, even if they never see it. I have spent time editing it and bringing up new points and rehashing at old points. It has made me feel a lot better. Any time that I’ve thought of something or a good point, I write it. It’s nearly two pages long at this point.
The note that I had wrote about my anxiety it wasn’t about them. I was just writing what was going on with me and how I don’t want to be treated anymore. If they took that personally, that’s on them.
The fact before this, they do nothing but attack me over the years and that’s fine because “that’s just who they are”. I kid you not.
If you don’t like being “attacked” why are you with someone who abuses you?
So on and so forth.
I don’t know how many of you I actually told you. That they blocked me once they had had a go at me, so I couldn’t even respond…Probably because it was going to be this reaction and they knew it…
National Reconciliation Week started as the Week of Prayer for Reconciliation in 1993 Under the guidance of the Council for Aboriginal Reconciliation (now Reconciliation
Australia), it evolved into the week-long celebration.
Every year, it is held between two significant milestones in Australia’s history, May 27 and June 3. May 27 is the anniversary of the 1967 referendum. More than 90 per cent of Australians voted ‘Yes’ to count Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander peoples in the census and give the Australian Government the power to make laws for Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander peoples. The day before 26th of May, is National Sorry Day, which was first held in Sydney in 1998 and is now commemorated nationally to remember and honour the Stolen Generations.
We spend this week learning about Australia’s Indigenous people and the impact that us, the settlers have had on the people. We look at the past, but also the future as well. How we can make things better. How including the Indigenous people can actually help towards the Australian society.
The theme for this National Reconciliation Week is – Don’t make History a Mystery. My plan for this week is to then, do some research and then share it with you. I’m not sure what I am going to look into…So watch this space for more! We will all learn a little something.
Where I work we are to make a pledge of how we are going to help History becoming a Mystery.