So I did it…

I hope that not too many people in my life know about this Blog…and if they do…Oh well,lol

I finally went to see a psychotherapist and I am really glad that I went to see somebody.

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It was fantastic!

See, I’m one of those people that don’t really like to burden people with my problems…I’ve told people about my anxiety mainly so they understand why I’ve stopped turning up to things and how I just don’t want to be treated anymore.

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The main issues that I’ve been having is since I’ve started taking my anxiety medication I’ve become more “susceptible” to things…If I read it or hear about it I’m convinced I’m going to get it…Which isn’t great when all these people around myself and celebrities that I adore, have either been having or dying from heart attacks…It’s so tiring being on high alert ALL the time when the pills make you so sleepy.

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(This Chihuahua looks like my doggie)

It’s been fantastic to talk to someone/anyone about what I’ve been going through, what I’ve been feeling, how the anxiety started…It’s been great! The first time I went we just kept talking that I didn’t even notice the time go by. I was so sad when it ended. She did say that sometimes after the first session people get really upset because they’ve let out so much…But I felt great! I even went into the city and did shopping for 3 hours all by myself! I haven’t done that since I first got came down with the anxiety blues. I can’t actually wait to go back!

My War Doctor <3

I don’t think there are enough words or expressions to say how much we are going to miss you, one of my favourite actors ❤

#RIPJohnHurt

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Published on 25 Nov 2013

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Dr Who is back!!!

I cannot even begin to tell you how long I have waited and how excited I am for this!!! Finally some amazing awesome…wait for it…Fantastic news! Unlike a lot of other people, I am always excited to meet the new Doctors and new companions and always anticipate what they will bring.

My favourite Doctor is always going to be Matt Smith, (#sorrynotsorry) I cannot deny what the 11th Doctor for me. He brought me back to life, he made me listen to words again, he made me listen, he made me smile when nothing else could during an extremely dark time in my life.

I am so excited to see what Peter Capaldi is going to bring though! I sense a lot more darkness, less “romance’…but in the good way…I cannot even begin…I have not stop squealing, I have been waiting literally months for this weekend.

Published on 13 Jul 2014

http://www.bbc.co.uk/doctorwho New Doctor, New Monsters and Old Enemies…The new series of Doctor Who begins Saturday, 23 August.