I wake up again, the same life, everything the same.
I thought it was going to be different this time,
I thought that things were just about to change.
I thought that my life was about to begin,
I thought that this was it for me.
When is it all going to change?
I step into the warm night air, just to escape doing the same thing every night.
I thought that if I keep telling the world I’m alright, I would start to believe it myself,
I thought my heart would be full.
I thought life would be complete.
I thought something was about to change.
I thought that if I could just dream and truly believed, it would happen.
So this week I am finally going to meet the two “contenders” that I’ve met on the online dating site. I am actually pretty excited, I think I already like one of them better than the other. It’s so weird! At the beginning of December I posted a picture onto Facebook that said “There is still one chapter to 2014, make it a great one!” It seems to be happening =D I was just hired in a new job and now I think that I’ve actually met someone.
I never expected any of this time and in all honest it’s been making everything else this year that’s happened to me look like, not a waste of time, but it really doesn’t matter any-more. I don’t care about my ex anymore, I rarely think of him at all. It’s so interesting because I thought that it’d take me forever to get over him, but it’s been so quick!
I want to be scared, but I’m not. I am really happy. Just when I had given up on this year, this all happens! It is so exciting!
I know that I’ve posted this video a lot this year, but it’s for a good reason!
Published on 8 Jan 2014
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