Some days

Some days, I don’t want to fight with anyone anymore,

Some days, I just want to relax and ignore the whole world,

Some days, I want the solution to be easy.

Some days, I’d do nearly anything to win the lotto … (nearly anything…nearly)

 Some days, I could honestly sleep all day and still feel tired.

Some days, I couldn’t fall asleep even if I tried.

Some day, I can’t believe I was so unhappy the day before.

Those days are days where I try to do everything.

Some days, I just want to do everything but I become tired again,

Some days, all I want to do is read, but can’t =/

Some nights, I just want to read all night!

Share Your World…Week 18

Share Your World

Share Your World – 2016 Week 18

Who was your best friend in elementary school?

I had a couple and they changed over the years, my school wasn’t very big and people would move in and out all the time. I probably overall had about 3/4 best friends. The amazing thing is we’ve found each other on Facebook and they are all doing really well.

What things could people do for you on a really bad day that would really help you?

Make me lasagne, it doesn’t matter what the weather is like, whether it’s Summer or Winter. It’s pretty much the only thing I can stand to eat. Most of the time when I’m feeling down, it’s better just to leave me alone and let me eat my lasagne. I actually panic when I think about having children, cause they require a lot of attention and they might eat all my lasagne!

If you could make a 15 second speech to the entire world, what would you say?

You have to do you in this world, but don’t hurt anyone.

Would you rather be an amazing dancer or an amazing singer?

I love to dance, I would love to be an amazing dancer…BUT…I have a feeling that being an amazing singer might pay more of the bills. So I would have to go with being an amazing singer. I’ll just keep dancing the way that I want too.

One of those “days”

So having one of those “days” got into a fight with a ‘best friend’ of mine…I should be reminded that if someone doesn’t want to leave a relationship that is more than unhealthy for me you either a)say nothing or b)accept that you’re going to be blasted for wanting to be protective. Guess which one happened to me! (In case you can’t guess, it was option B,lol).

The weird thing that I’ve been perfectly fine, even though I’ve been called “fake”, passively aggressively though. I’m not even sure why that is, these are my BEST friends. There’s one or two who aren’t necessarily taking sides but they’re just letting me know they don’t think the same way the others are. I can take comfort in the fact that I feel strong too, I wont even let my best friends talk shit about me.

I guess when you speak the truth and you are coming from a genuinely honest concerned place, I guess that makes all the difference.