Self

via Core

At the core of everything is yourself

You are special

Everybody is here for a reason.

It may not be to become the next member of the royal family, or the next Meryl Streep…But we all have a purpose.

It feels like it’s even more of a pivotal time at the moment to remember who you are. Too live our lives for us.

I’ve been wanting to write more, but I honestly feel like no more needs to be said.

It’s just begun

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via Inchoate — The Daily Post

Inchoate

Inchoate – just begun and so not fully formed or developed; rudimentary.

being only partly in existence or operation incipientespecially imperfectly formed or formulated formlessincoherent

I feel as though my life has begun again,

When one door closes, a double door opens,

A door that opens to bigger and better things.

Too a life that is fully of joy,

A life that is full more learning and wonder,

No more standing still.

My life is now just beginning,

no more excuses,

Just keep living, what do we do, just keep living.

I look forward to this new life I’ve given myself permission for,

Without fear and screw the judgments of others.

A whole new life, beginning, just for me.

My Kingdom

Daily Post – Daily Prompt – Mythical

It’s where I want too be,

I close my eyes and I am there,

Hidden behind the veil,

where no one else can see.

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A place all just for me,

Where the Fairies play,

The Unicorns fly away,

Just over the rainbow, a place that is all mine.

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I can see it all,

See it just a clearly as I can see you now,

The rivers are clear,

The birds sing and play.

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The smell of biscuits and freshly mow grass,

Where the Gods and Goddesses harm no one,

Where Great minds gather around the Library to view their Akashic records.

Where they can spend all day learning, with not one single thing to interrupt them.

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To some these glorious places are a Myth,

and that they can never be,

But to me, it’s just a real,

As you or Me.

And you’re gonna let it burn…

Burn Daily Post – One Word Prompt

I’m just going to go with this…

Let It Burn

Let those feelings burn,

Let them burn to a cinder,

till there is nothing but ash,

not even a light ember, threatening to burn you all over again.

Let them cool off,

Do nothing to relight the flame,

Grab tightly, let it burn,

Burn away.

Burn away all hopes,

Burn away all dreams,

Burn away all feelings,

BURN IT ALL!

My organised mess…

Sweeping Motions: Daily Post

What’s messier right now — your bedroom or you computer’s desktop (or your favorite device’s home screen)? Tell us how and why it got to that state.

Right this moment, they are probably just as messy as each other. Over the last year or so I have been getting rid of my “stuff”, giving it to charity, just getting rid of it all. Deleting old files, games I never play any-more. I could definitely say that both my rooms and my home screen are a bit of an “organised mess” at the moment. By that I mean, I see the clean and I know where everything is, but if someone else were to walk into my room, or see my home screen…They’d probably be wondering “What?”lol. Especially since I’ve just recently had my birthday, all the stuff I had gotten rid of, has now been replaced by all the new stuff I got for my birthday.

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Mirror Mirror Daily Prompts

Look in the mirror. Does the person you see match the person you feel like on the inside? How much stock do you put in appearances?

A very interesting topic and one that really made me think. I guess sometime you just reflect and birthdays seems to be the great time for reflections. I think a lot of people would be shocked by the reflection that they see compared to the reflection I see. I think a lot of people think because I am relatively good looking everything must be quiet simple, but that’s not the case. Women, women give you the most grief. I have women hate on me based on nothing, the two who gave me the most problems, I’ve never even met them. It is amazing the problems that stem from this as well. You lose friends, I used to get on guys really well because they caused a lot less drama, unfortunately as I’ve gotten older, those guys want to get “laid” more and these girls will at least give them the impression that they’ll get lucky. It’s basic, and kind of pathetic, but that’s the reality. Because of this treatment, for so many years, it has chipped away how I see myself. For a long time I saw myself a something completely ugly. However, as time as go on I am beginning to see the beautiful person that I am. This is due to realising these other people who hate on me, ARE hating on me because of THEIR issues. It actually has very little too do with me. Let’s be honest would you really want a lot of attention because people view you a certain way because you want to present yourself in a certain way. Wouldn’t you rather have a few good friends who know you for who you are, and don’t have to present yourself in anyways whatsoever? How sad and lonely of a life it must be to never really know if people like you for you.

It’s probably the biggest lesson someone can learn.

Based on my experiences, looks mean nothing to me. Beauty shines from the heart, the mind and who you truly are.

My Furbabies

I went with the first thing that spring to my mind when I saw the word “Sentimental” and that was the images of all my furbabies, here and gone ❤ I remember seeing a post a few weeks ago and it made me see red. The person basically posted a status on their Facebook about how could people want a dog? There all needy and stuff.

Never EVER make fun of someone who really loves their furbaby. One reason is that a furbaby maybe the only baby that person will ever be able to have, or choose to have. Without my furbabies, I would honestly say that I wouldn’t be here. Some days they are only reasons I will have a smile on my face.

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/sentimental/

The Ultimate Fear Factor

The Ultimate Fear Factor

Daily Prompt – The Daily Post

People are afraid of all kinds of things: spiders, the dark, or being enclosed in small spaces. Tell us about your greatest fear — rational or irrational.

I am almost ashamed to admit this because it seems like such a silly fear to have. I have a fear of … *insert dun dun duuuuuuuuun music here* Octopuses! I am NOT kidding! I watched a program on them once and ever since I have these odd fear of them. If I start thinking about it, I cannot even sit on the toilet comfortably, I spend the entire time completely freaking out.

The program that I watched, demonstrated not only how intelligent they are, but also they can fit into any space, small pipes included. They are SO intelligent, it is crazy insane how smart they are. They are not only just smart but they know how to play us as well! They are evil I tell you! … Evil!

My Hearts Biggest Chance

Daily Post … Take a chance on me

What’s the biggest chance you ever took? Did it work out? Do tell!

I can honestly saying that going on a date with someone that I met on an Internet date site after I was done with dating. When I say done, I mean done. I had all given up at the age of 30. I have to be honest my last ex I went off on because I was tired of the way I had been treated for years.

I took a huge chance on going on my first date after all that heartbreak because I was determined to set up my life by myself and if I ever fell in love again, I was so sure that it wasn’t going to be for many years. I was single and proud.

It’s been working out for me so well, I’ve been with my partner and we haven’t had a fight in all that time. My partner has given me so much more confidence and I’ve put on weight instead of losing it from being stressed out all the time, like I had been in previous relationships. It’s like that cliche saying “It always happens when you’re not looking for it”. I went on this date pretty much being pushed into it. “What’s the worse that can happen? You’ll get a free meal at least”(which didn’t happen, I paid my part).

I’m not sure anybody I know in my life that will understand how hard it was for me to go on that date.