We had our contracts changed recently and I was allowed to change my days and I did. Which of course that has also meant that my twitch schedule has changed. It was totally weird yesterday, it kept feeling like it was the first day when it usually wasn’t.
Even though I don’t work on Fridays anymore. This Friday, my first Friday off. My partners family are coming over from interstate and they are staying with us, for FOUR DAYS!!! This will be a huge change for the both of us. We are both, by nature, hermits. So this is going to be a BIG thing. But I think we can do it, and it’ll be good for us =D
I hit my head, and then three nights later I threw up a few times. Do I think the two things are related? No, does my hypochondria … absolutely freaking! Anyway, it’s given me a big wake up call. Especially when I had to ring in sick for work and I started to cry. Because, I really enjoy where I work and I really adore the people I work.
I just have to accept the fact that I cannot eat the same way I did, I cant wait till 8:30pm and stuff my face with bad food.
I have to get more physically active. I have to just generally get out more. Before COVID I used to have no problem with going out, just window shopping and then have some lunch. Talk a walk to the Library and get a couple of books, now I either I don’t have the time or I don’t feel like it.
Where does one even start, I feel like sometimes, “fake it until you make it”. I just don’t feel like this that time, I am one of those, I need to do it all. Give it all! My mum said though, don’t go the complete opposite way. Don’t go from stuffing my face, to you know, eating like once a day.
So! When one changes lifestyle, you have to look at everything:
So with the new job, clearly things will be changing…
Not so much blogging. I usually have a blog twice a day, although in that first week of work *which I believe starts next week* I might not have a 100% usual blogging record. Keeping in mind as well, that I study part time (which reminds me that I really need to start with the new term).
This will definitely be changing as at the moment, I don’t really have the time or the energy or start up anything online. I am going to take out the Reiki Healing, page. However. I am still keeping it up. As it’s all got my social media platforms and “social” activities in one place. It’s got all the places you can “follow me”. So my Twitch, YouTube etc.
Although, I’m sad to have to do it, I am going to have to change the schedule for Wednesday and Thursday. I do sometimes do a stream on a Friday, but I think that’s going to be just cancelled. Or at least every second Friday, but my time.
I also am still having issues with WordPress, breaking picture links and just not loading…Anyone else?
Really, age SHOULD change who you are. If you’re not changing, it means either you’re dead. OR you’ve had had a close mind your whole life. I wouldn’t be surprised to find that the majority of TERFs, if not all, have been Karen’s all their lives. Change is a sign of a open mind.
You cannot change without a open mind, and you cannot have a open mind if you never change.
Watching the generation that mocks Greta Thunberg for being “overly emotional”. While having near break downs over the Health and Medical professionals using the word “chest”, to make others feels more comfortable about coming in . Is oddly satisfying. Whose being the overly emotional ones now! lol
Does this need to actually pointed out as well, to “grown ups” like Janice, Victoria … whatever her name is. That not all pregnant people are going to be that fetuses mother or parent? Not all babies and children end up with the person that gave birth to them.
Oh and now to the “chest feeding”. I can’t decide (and I’ve warned my mum and partner) whether or not to call it #chestfeeding or #wallawallabingbang feeding and see if the baby cares, or if my breasts suddenly “disappear”.
I wonder if we got this hysterical when we went from wifman, to women?
Words like everything else in life, changes. Linguistics actually do consider that language evolves, rather than changes. They usually change depend on that present society. Take the word “gay” as a good example. It used to be known as being happy and care-free. Now, it describes homosexuality. That’s probably only happened in the last 50 years or so.
This post kind of follows on from the post I wrote yesterday. My brain gets literally confused with certain people though. The people I wrote about yesterday, how they’re don’t think YouTube or Twitter should change at all. How they are so dead set against these platforms being safer and just better mentally for people.
They are probably the same people who say things like “reverse” racism for white people, or the people that pick and choose sentences from the 2A rather than the whole thing.
Too myself “reverse racism” means that you are not actually racist. Reverse doesn’t mean the same, it means the opposite. I also find it funny though (not really haha funny) that a lot of people who claim reverse racism, are usually white. What I find funny is that these white people don’t see the irony in trying to make a special racism meaning for white people either. You are either racist or your not. There’s no other word, no other meaning.
Not a long Blog today, mainly because I did not sleep well at all last night…But I did see what happened in America today.
It may not have all gone to perfectly plan. But I felt like it was still a Win. Rourke may not have Win, but oh my goodness! Did you all see how well he did?! In such a Deep Red State as Texas! I mean, I feel like it was impressive…and now it leaves him free to be President! Even the Texans who voted for Cruz (god knows why, no one likes him!) Noticed it was too close to feel safe!
Might not feel like it, but that’s a good thing! It shows that things are changing! Even in a State like Texas.
On top of that though, Democrats won the House! Most excellent news! Which means that the Democrats can put things forward, like getting Trump to FINALLY release his Taxes. They can do so much more now! It’s wonderful!
I do not understand though how someone like Brian Kemp can run the election, when he’s running in it? That I really do not understand. The other things that are coming out now. About Gerrymandering and Jim Crow, there not being enough power cords for machines or paper ballots…It’s happening, change is happening!
So now I go to bed, but the time you all see this I will have hopefully been asleep for a few hours! Couple of hours until I have to get up for work…But you did good America, despite the losses…You did good!
(I’ve also never heard of Scott Walker, apparently – bad man – good to be gone)