I must apoligise

I found myself severely lacking last week, for posting on your blog comments. We had the weirdest week last week, weather wise. It really seemed to knock people about, none of us had any idea what we could wear. Some of us would have the sheet off, then on, then off…The day would start off either really cold and rainy, or really warm and humid. So when you’d leave work, you were not prepared to get home comfortably, lol



Show Yourself

I don’t even know if I told you all, but I recently went back onto Facebook.

One of the first things I did was to apoligise to people who I’ve been unpleasant too in the past. EXCEPT for those who have actually deserved it. Mainly too people who I’ve reacted out of pain.

For all of them, I said they didn’t have to respond. I was doing this for myself, and to just plainly apoligise to them. Even though you say something like that, and you mean, it is nice to to know that they at least got the message,

All but one has let me know in someway that they did get it.

All but one, and that one was the one who just disappeared on me. They hurt me the most too, by doing that. I felt like I had to force them to talk to me, to actually break up with me. Like all my ex’s, he went and back stabbed me too. But still some of things that I said after were pretty nasty. I don’t think he ever apologized for being a bastard.

So not hearing from him and only him. Was like an instant heal. You know that saying “No answer is a answer”.

It showed me who he IS, and always has been.

Also, as a note. He’s the one who gave me my leg troubles/pains, because he was bad at “it”. A literal reminder of how much of a pain in the butt he is!

I am so sorry Serena Williams and Naomi Osaka <3

I am so ashamed to be an Australian right now…I couldn’t even put this in a “Category…It’s not an interesting topic, it’s depressing

Where Serena is depicted in a Mammy cartoon form, jumping up and down…But Kyrgios is depicted as a “sulky” teenager…So apparently that’s owning people who call the cartoon racist and sexist…Except that the picture completely prove it IS sexist

(and #Osaka…She’s not white)…

Where people are offended by Burqas, but have no outrage over the KKK outfit…This is not MY Australia…I’ve just found out recently that a lot of people consider Australia to be racist…Are we? I am in literal tears over the support of this cartoon…It’s a disgrace! Kyrgios is definitely not known because he’s “sulky”


Kyrgios “sulk” collection video:


Just a quick little Blog to apologise for the lack of Blogs and the content in them this week. Some of them I had scheduled and didn’t really get to finish them off the way I wanted too. I’ve been working 6 day weeks between two jobs the last couple of weeks and I am just so tired. I thought that I was going to get a two day weekend this week, but they’ve asked me to work an extra day…again…The problem with being casual, if you don’t work…You don’t get paid.

I don’t think it’s going to go for too much longer, one of my places of employment, it just happens to be their busy time of the year. The other place, even though they hired a whole group of new workers. I don’t know where they’re working because I seem to be getting all the bad shifts, that they were suppose to be getting? That’s been an infuriating problem all it’s own,lol

We interrupt your regular schedule for an important announcement…

This is really just for my regular readers. I apologise for the lack of regular posts this week. I’ve kind of started a new job. I say kind of because I’m doing the same job just in a different location and I have more hours. The new place is lovely, but as expected, there are new elements from this job that are not apart of my other location. The place where I’m working now, is much bigger than my usual work place.

It’s too late to apologise

I have kept meaning to post this one! There is nothing more that makes me angry than someone who will try and hurt you by shaming you, publicly, and then not have the backbone to apologise, even privately! I honestly and really don’t care if you tell every other single soul on this planet “I shouldn’t have done that” You HAVE to tell ME! (Also I am aware of my bad spelling, but I was trying to fit it all in).


Jim and Me

I am sitting here with my best friend in the whole wide world…Jim Beam…He’s a great guy, reliable, makes me happy, makes me feel relaxed and doesn’t judge me when I get up to do my drunken dance to some truly horrible music (well at the moment I am watching “The Mummy”…may not be the best movie when you are by yourself…in the dark).

Trying so hard to distract myself, maybe Jim isn’t being a very good friend too me, all I can think about is you again…Like my other post ““It’s like Radar” that one stupid text! I’m surprised with how well I am coping, but I wish he hadn’t sent it. I literally had been thinking that day how I hadn’t thought of him all day and then two hours later…

How do other people distract themselves during times like these? I have actually never had an ex reach out and apologise to me before. Luckily for me I have a lot of homework that needs to be done, so I have been distracting myself with that and now I am watching movies…and everyone should watch this live feed…Pete’s Pond…You’ll even see me on there most days making comments, sometimes I’ll have it on in the background while I do homework…Elephants, Lions and Ostriches…Oh my!