Not really,lol…”Blocked” Blocked,lol
The last day or so I have not been able to get onto WordPress. I was able to get onto the home page for WordPress. When I pressed the “log in” button it just wouldn’t load. However, I think most of my posts during this time were already to go…Thank goodness! In you see an influx of myself liking and commenting, you’ll know why!
I don’t know if you’ve all seen the latest interview with Johnny Depp. I’m all over the place with it. The interview itself was interesting, but I truly wished he would have taken more responsibility for his actions. I am tired of hearing he didn’t hit Amber in the video, so it’s not abuse. There are other forms of abuse.
Time to get personal here.
My father has never hit me, he spanked me a couple of times when I was younger, but nothing that I’d call abusive. HOWEVER, he is an alcoholic and oh my goodness the things names and text messages I’ve received over the years. If someone else saw them, they’d punch him up or be in complete shock as to why I even still speak too him. Like Johnny, I don’t think my father is evil. He has had a hard life, but it’s not an excuse to take it out on me. Also like Johnny, I don’t think my Dad is happy himself. I don’t think he gets any pleasure out of the abuse he hurls at me.
I like Johnny Depp, I just know that he could be a LOT better if he took responsibility for his actions and what he is doing. If he’s stupid fans could STOP hating on other people, because they want Johnny to do better…They can’t possibly have read that interview and thought “There’s a happy guy!”. If Vanessa thought he was so wonderful, why leave him? Women just don’t leave great guys, we just don’t, lol.
It’s okay not too be perfect. I don’t hate Johnny Depp, I don’t think that he’s a bad guy. I think he’s a lost soul and needs some guidance instead of people telling him that he’s wonderful a perfect. It doesn’t mean though he can got off.
That is the question…
I was just randomly thinking about this…and my current situation with some people.
My Mum has always said that the opposite to love is not hate, it’s indifference..and I agree with her.
I was talking about my situation with a few people and they said “I’ll bet it takes you a while to forgive them” and the thing is…I already had…the next day….I thought to myself I think a lot of it had to do with simple the fact, I just had stop caring.
I was more shocked that not one of them mentioned that I had ended up in hospital and not a single one of them mentioned that they were glad to hear that I was alright.
However, that was just even more proof too me…It was always about them…Hindsight and all that…I have been more upset about losing jerks of ex’s.
But had I forgiven them so quickly, because I just did not care anymore?
So if you just don’t plain care anymore, is that the same as forgiveness? Or is it just easier to forgive because you don’t care either way.
This is going to be the quietest weekend I’ve had in over a month…and I couldn’t be happier!
I am doing nothing this weekend…Except maybe working on a Vlog of mine and reading and playing…Watch out for my Vlog next week!
Just a little update and a little post to let you all know that on Christmas Eve at some point I’m leaving and I wont be back for about three days. I have couple of posts scheduled, but I wont be able to reply until I get back. So I promise I am not ignoring you!
This week you may notice that I am not posting as much. I’ve already deleted one post today to be re-posted to a later date. I haven’t been well over the weekend and I can’t really look at the screen for very long.
I have been having a really hard time over the last 24 hours to get my WordPress to load, it’s taking forever. Some pages wont load at all, and I can’t even get the “Support page” to load to contact them. I thought that it might go away when I woke up but it’s still happening…Help! Hopefully I can load my scheduled Blogs in time, to edit them!