That is the question…
I was just randomly thinking about this…and my current situation with some people.
My Mum has always said that the opposite to love is not hate, it’s indifference..and I agree with her.
I was talking about my situation with a few people and they said “I’ll bet it takes you a while to forgive them” and the thing is…I already had…the next day….I thought to myself I think a lot of it had to do with simple the fact, I just had stop caring.
I was more shocked that not one of them mentioned that I had ended up in hospital and not a single one of them mentioned that they were glad to hear that I was alright.
However, that was just even more proof too me…It was always about them…Hindsight and all that…I have been more upset about losing jerks of ex’s.
But had I forgiven them so quickly, because I just did not care anymore?
So if you just don’t plain care anymore, is that the same as forgiveness? Or is it just easier to forgive because you don’t care either way.
This is going to be the quietest weekend I’ve had in over a month…and I couldn’t be happier!
I am doing nothing this weekend…Except maybe working on a Vlog of mine and reading and playing…Watch out for my Vlog next week!
Just a little update and a little post to let you all know that on Christmas Eve at some point I’m leaving and I wont be back for about three days. I have couple of posts scheduled, but I wont be able to reply until I get back. So I promise I am not ignoring you!
This week you may notice that I am not posting as much. I’ve already deleted one post today to be re-posted to a later date. I haven’t been well over the weekend and I can’t really look at the screen for very long.
I have been having a really hard time over the last 24 hours to get my WordPress to load, it’s taking forever. Some pages wont load at all, and I can’t even get the “Support page” to load to contact them. I thought that it might go away when I woke up but it’s still happening…Help! Hopefully I can load my scheduled Blogs in time, to edit them!
Just a quick little Blog to apologise for the lack of Blogs and the content in them this week. Some of them I had scheduled and didn’t really get to finish them off the way I wanted too. I’ve been working 6 day weeks between two jobs the last couple of weeks and I am just so tired. I thought that I was going to get a two day weekend this week, but they’ve asked me to work an extra day…again…The problem with being casual, if you don’t work…You don’t get paid.
I don’t think it’s going to go for too much longer, one of my places of employment, it just happens to be their busy time of the year. The other place, even though they hired a whole group of new workers. I don’t know where they’re working because I seem to be getting all the bad shifts, that they were suppose to be getting? That’s been an infuriating problem all it’s own,lol
I just wanted to write a quick message, especially to regular readers about my lack of posts this week. I just haven’t been feeling it all this week, I didn’t even honestly realise how little I’ve been writing this week, until 30 minutes ago…Got to get myself out of the groove!