So, in case I forgot to tell you all, my birthday is coming up and I’ve been doing things I’ve been wanting to do. Things that are not too expensive and get me out of the house.
One thing I was thinking of doing ON my actual birthday is to do something with streaming. You know, where you might play a game and have people watch you play, you can just chat. The game I was thinking of playing is called “Planet Zoo”. Also thinking though that people can just write comments to me, unless you do want to put on some head phones and chat. I can’t decide whether or not to do it in or Discord or Twitch though.
I just want to DO something? You know what I mean? I feel like those couple of days last week, really pulled me backwards. Which scared me for a couple of reasons, the biggest one being that “my goodness, how much my brain has come to rely on that medication!”. That kind of kicked myself into realising, I’m going to have to get my mindset well, so that when I do get off of them. I’m good and ready to go.
I have got to start pushing my brain more!