I don’t know how many of you do, but I love to meditate. Apparently, I have been doing it my whole life as well. My gran always said that when I just don’t want to be around anymore, she can tell when I’ve taken myself out…I go “beyond the veil”, as it were.
It’s a mainly spiritual type saying. It means, not that you can see “ghosts” or spirits necessarily. When you “day dream”, you go somewhere else. You connect with those on the other side. I’ve been doing it since I was a little girl. Any time I felt threatened, didn’t want to be somewhere, my Gran, would watch me and go “She’s not here anymore”.
I find myself more and lately, needing to escape there more. A lot of people say that Halloween is the one night of the year, when we go behind the veil, and connect with passed loved ones.
Now going beyond the veil, doesn’t always mean that you’d prefer to be dead. I just find I hate it here more and more. But too me, I am not suicidal. I feel it does those who passed over, a disservice, if I was to cross over. So never fear! I just REALLY don’t like the real world that much at the moment…But who does,lol