Hold On … I’m coming

“I can’t just sit by a watch”. I’ve been binge watching Genius: Aretha Franklin and my lord was she one POWERFUL woman!

How does someone even get that powerful?

She had a lot of good backing, but I think she would have got there even without them. Her Daddy was a popular and powerful preacher, a good friend to THE King! (Martin Luther King). Is it really who you know?

I get so frustrated! Trans lives are not up for debate. BLM is not up for debated. Conversion Therapy just needs to be outright banned. No “exemptions”, just banned. These things aren’t just not that difficult to compute. If you’re going to take away people’s rights and lives. You’re a bigot, not up for debate.

I am left/liberal, I wouldn’t say I’m “far”. But I most definitely get emotional and really easily annoyed. My brain cannot compute the lack of humanity lately.

Brrrr

That horrible time of year is really starting to make it’s entrance here. I am not a Winter fan, the only thing I don’t mind about it though. Is that people are much more likely to believe you when you say that you’re sick and you can’t come out. Oh but I do despise thee Winter. 6pm feels like 10pm, it’s much to hard to get changed in the mornings and before bed. Winter has the highest rate of suicide per season.

Oh, the horribleness of it all. So is there anything that you actually enjoy during Winter?

I suppose there is more of a excuse for chocolate, hot and luke warm,lol

I do look good in a jumper/sweater.

Unlimited

I was just thinking, and was just wondering with you too. I received a letter today asking me to donate towards Koalas’. They’ve had a rough road of it lately, and they were asking for $100. Which too me, is a lot. I love animals and I can’t afford $100 right now. They also gave us a magnet =/ Which made me feel worse!

That’s when I thought to myself though, if I had unlimited funds I would give them $100 and more! I would help so many animals. We have so many ads here advertising for helps for animal charities. I hate them, mainly because I am sure that anyone who could help, would. I hate to be reminded how I can’t help.

So, if you had unlimited funds. Who would you help, that you wished you could?

One more time…and for those in the back

I’m going to break this down, instead of writing a rant…again. Yes, POC can do bad and evil things. What I’m tired of though, people acting like white women are delicate little flowers. So here is a list of everything that white women were the majority of women supporters for. Please don’t make me have to write “not all white women”, because clearly no. What I am about to list though, are where white women are the majority when it comes to supporting something, or not supporting something. That actually would be detrimental to them, women.

The majority of white women, support:

  • Trump … Which is still shocking to me, and never should have happened.
  • Racism
  • TERF’s
  • And Gender Critical men who are abusive and derogatory towards cis and trans women.
  • Other Karen’s
  • Piers Morgan. Not only that but when I’ve tried to explain to other white woman why Sharon Osbourne was wrong for shouting over her WOC co-stars. I was told that they didn’t agree with me, because Sharon didn’t understand. Weren’t we all told that when you don’t understand something, you TOTALLY shout over that person… -.-
  • Hating on Meghan Markle. They blame her for the “downfall” for the Royal Family, while ignoring that the Royal family are currently protecting Prince Andrew. Also they forget how Princess Diana was treated, by the exact same people that they are now defending. Which is why the majority of people believe Harry and Meghan. Just not white women, lol.
  • They did support burning witches, wizards and dogs.
  • Alex Salmond
  • Boris Johnson
  • Women who call themselves “trans widows” Which is freaking disrespectful!
  • Apparently they also now all support bullying and harassing co-workers in the work place : Re Maya Forstater and JKRowling.

They don’t support, but they should, because it helps protects not only themselves but also people who they say they “love”.

  • Anti-Masks
  • Anti-BLM
  • Emmett Till, was executed for flirting with a white woman. Then it turns that the flirting DIDN’T EVEN HAPPEN!
  • Although women are treated WAY more harshly when they cry about a fake rape, as opposed to people who do rape others. The women crying fake rape, the majority are white. Also all of them give excuses, which people just excuse them for.
  • Social Justice.
  • The Law.
  • Justice in general.

LISTEN!!! When did that stop???

*Long Rant Post Incoming. I have lot to say about people who do not listen anymore*

In all honesty, this is probably the only place I actually feel listened to anymore. So you know that post about how I hate birthdays? Well the saga’s continue…

My mum bought me tickets to A Candlelight orchestra playing Disney music. Which sounds great and it did. But then it started to get weirder and weirder. So my mum said why she have to ring up the place to find out if it’s a scam or not. As I mentioned, well you have the tickets, and the information. I do not. But I rang anyway…Three times…For it to basically be a scam. Well it sounds like one. So I tell my mum what I found out. It sounds like something to do with Vivaldi is on.

She then proceeds to ignore what I say and say well everyone else is still keen. Are you? When I read this, I remembered how only the weekend before how I had to go to a party that I knew I wasn’t actually invited to the first time.

So then she sends me a screen shot of a reply, saying oh look what they found out! It’s still on. Some weird explanation about how the Vivaldi has been a couple of weeks beforehand, even though the person I actually TALKED too. Said something very different, the Vivaldi thing was on this week and next week. She also said there was a mix up the week before, where people rocked up and nothing was on.

But you know, god forbid SOMEONE LISTENS TOO ME…

I am just over people not listening to anyone.

I think people more and more these days just want to be right and/or liked. Without listening to how they’re actions and words affect others. A lot of people I know were annoyed with me because beforehand I had said how I hate birthdays, because no one listens to you and you end up feeling like shit. People REALLY seem to believe that you can buy people expensive presents, that you can have a good night at somewhere. And it means that all the lead up is gone and buried and forgiven, it REALLY doesn’t! Funnily enough, one of my fellow Taurus friends who was born the day before me, agreed with me.

Let’s see what happened to the lead up to my birthday this year.

I was invited to a party for myself, and three others born in the same week. However, I wasn’t even invited to the first “round”. It was ONLY because everyone said no to the first date, nothing to do with me though. Though the people who invited me the SECOND time, thought it was. The first round’s date was on a long weekend, so no one was here, lol. I was only allowed to invited two friends, which I couldn’t do. Because if I invite that person, than those three have to come. Yet my mum, whose birthday it wasn’t even for, was allowed to invite all her friends. Yet, everyone will insist to me that they would never put this “family” over me. No one said anything to them, no one stood up for me, or point out how weird it was. I didn’t even get a say on the music list.

My partner made me come along to his game, that I have repeatedly told him I feel dumb, I don’t feel comfortable and he’s always telling me what to do…Because I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE GAME. That was the weekend before my birthday. The weekend after my birthday, he didn’t show up to the party I was only invited to in the second round.

I didn’t have a good time because of any of them, I had a good time, because of ME. And because I invited my friends anyway, lol.

I don’t know HOW no one whose supposed to be close too me or who I’ve known my whole life, doesn’t know this about me. I am not motivated by money or expensive things. I am motivated by love, kindness and knowing who respects.

Enough about me though…Because it’s not just me this keeps happening too…Maybe it’s why though I can relate to a lot of people.

I am sure by now, for anyone who gets into disagreements and arguments with people, by now, you would have experienced or you would have seen someone say “It’s just my opinion”…Or “Are you saying I can’t have a opinion”. You’ll find most if not all people who say this, the person they’re talking never actually says that they can’t have a opinion. Most, if not all the time, people are pointing out what is actually wrong with their opinion. As an example, recently I had ended just a white man to fuck off with his opinion.

His opinion wasn’t you know “Swiss Cheese in the best cheese”. His “opinion”? That a black woman was lying about how WOC are more likely to die during childbirth, because Doctors don’t take them as seriously. Which has actually been proven before. Same with heart attacks. Not so much racism reasons, but because WOC always have to come across as…and as Michelle Obama says … Better than perfect. I asked this male, when was the last time he was WOC giving birth? Of course he replied with “What are you saying I can’t have a opinion (quote) fucking hypocrite” So I reminded him I didn’t say that, I just asked him about how he was claiming he had “experiences” then. Then told him to fuck off.

Meghan Markle and Prince Harry

Again, why do people trying to tell me what Meghan Markle and HARRY said? I actually listened to what they said. I wont listen to anything Piers Morgan has to say. That “man” has a unhealthy obsession with her, and anyone who doesn’t like him in general. I can always tell when someone has listened to him or the tabloids. Because they always do exactly what Harry and Meghan are saying. Harry and Meghan actually said:

  • Nothing bad about the Queen, in fact it was all positive, good and respectful and I suspect Harry may even be her favourite.
  • HARRY TOLD Meghan about the “skin tone” question. Also that it was “a” family member. And lets be honest here, we probably all have at least ONE racist family member. I do. Also though, if they had said that about my family, I wouldn’t overreact and try to convince every it isn’t me. Like certain white people are trying say Harry and Meghan are saying. That’s not what they said.
  • In fact, neither Meghan or Harry blamed their Family. They blamed the people working around them or “The Institution”.

I think a LOT OF WHITE PEOPLE. Just listened to and heard what they wanted too. What has been funny about that is that I don’t know WHAT the Royal Family or the Institution think they’re doing. But they’re desperate attempts of PR are freaking laughable lately. The tabloids are still doing what they’re always doing. The Royals work for the people…Not the other way round. Sorry, not sorry.

Just a reminder as well. All these white folks be defending “the Institution” which is what they’re defending. This is the SAME INSTITUTION that attacked and harmed Princess Diana as well. So when Harry said “I could see History repeating itself” I HEARD THAT…A lot of people heard that, except for some white people and the tabloids.

How woke are you?

First off, I hope this is not offensive…But I’d rather be “woke” than “blind”!

How woke do you think you are though?

I realised how I’m not ‘woke’ woke the other day, when I couldn’t help but laugh at a article. Too being with, I got where this person was coming from, but even this was a little too “woke” for myself. I also believe though, if you really don’t like something, don’t watch it, don’t talk about it, don’t give it a voice. Instead, create what you want instead.

In Australia, we have a children’s program called “Bluey”…

Bluey is a Blue Australian Cattle Cartoon talking dog…I don’t know really know much else about the show, other than that and that it is really popular.

So a journalist came out to say that Bluey wasn’t diverse enough for children. Like I was saying before, I’m all for diversity, but Bluey is pretty set up now and is still a popular show, that doesn’t harm children in the negative. It also generally runs for only 7 minutes. I’m not exactly sure what this journalist was trying to do. But of course if you said anything, you were being racists (the journalists is Asian) and you’re a bigot.

Which is clearly silly.

I guess it’s with anything that swings too far either way, people get silly.

So I’m “woke”, but I’m not woke woke I guess, haha

Mothers Day (Australia)

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I swear every year I have the same conversation about which weekends are Mothers Days and which weekend is Fathers Day. However, this weekend is Mothers Day, at least in Australia.

You probably are curious as to what happened. I nearly ended up not going, once I had calm down about her not listening to me (the concert was not spam by the way). I was sick in the “tummy”, and we ended up having to pick someone up. Every message they sent to us though, they were getting further and further away from where we had to pick her up for. My mum didn’t mention to this women at all, that I was “sick in the tummy”…

Narrator: She wasn’t “sick in the tummy” But another body area.

She ended up coming to our house, so we could all together, but still, she didn’t say that until she actually got to our house. So before we left, I had just calmed myself down about my mother not listening, and then she would not tell this women, if she could just come to our house, because I did NOT trust my stomach.

So, not the greatest of starts. At this point too, I still didn’t know if it was a scam or not. Luckily it was not, and a huge part of my anxieties has to do with being stuck in a car, especially when I’m not well and can’t get easy access to a toilet. I was yelling at her “She’s your friend, you ask her to come to your house first!”.

However, the women came to our house, and the concert wasn’t a scam. It ended up being a completely lovely night. That and I got hit on by one of the stars of the show at the end.

Apart from that, I am glad that Mum got me the tickets. Because it ended up being a good night.

However Mothers’ and Daughters relationships are always precarious, aren’t they? lol

I don’t know what’s going to happen…

So tonight is going to be interesting, I have written a little more about it for next week, and people’s lack of LISTENING SKILLS lately. Tonight though, I am supposedly seeing a Orchestra play by Candlelight Disney songs. However, it’s been a bit of a disaster from start to finish and I have now gotten to the point where when people ask me “What do you want to do” I just say “I’m fine” Thinking in my head “you haven’t listened to me so far” lol.

There’s a good chance that tonight is a scam. Started by the people who are now not listening too me.

Even though it’s supposed to be for me, and I rang all these different places and they’re saying it’s probably a scam, because apparently, even though I don’t have any information, it has to be up to me to find out. No one listened to me anyway, and were fine with the response from the place that’s doing the scam.

As sad as it sounds, I am really hoping this is a scam and it blows up in their faces.

If it isn’t that’s great, but I am so pissy right now.

I did start laughing though, when I went to see my therapist as well today (that was a great session) and was sent a text message from one of the people who didn’t listen to me. Saying “Good luck today. Might help with getting ready tonight”. So I faked as worried text saying “Why???!!! What’s going wrong with tonight NOW”. They’ve been sitting there, not listening too me trying to convince me it’s not a scam, just to text me good luck for tonight? Why, you keep telling me it’s not a scam now. So is it, or isn’t it?

Disney


Thursday Theories – Those pesky blood clots!

I have been and I am sure that you have been too, seeing a lot of news lately about blood clots with the COVID vaccines. It’s scaring some people off of getting them. I decided to write a list about other medications that also have a side affect of blood clots.

Common painkillers – Science Nordic

Birth Control Pills – Healthline

Hormone Replacement Therapy – British Heart Foundation

I don’t want to make you all frightened. I think we’re all old enough to know that all medications come with a side of risk, and not just blood clots.

My point is, what I am thankful for is hearing about the people who have gotten blood clots because of the vaccinations, I think we’ve only have had one person die so far? People are listening to their bodies again. Which is a good thing. All this information about the different medications and the risks that they carry, are making people aware and listen to their bodies now.