I have to admit that the last month or so, since I started taking my cholesterol medication. I have felt like my joy has gone a bit. I get so angry because I wish I hadn’t been pushed into getting tested for it. Especially when I was still trying to deal with my anxiety. It was all to make other people happy, but it’s brought me nothing but misery. I am constantly worried now that the the tablets wont work. I tried changing my lifestyle, but it only went down a little. So now I am on tablets. But I hate it, what if these don’t work? I don’t get tested again until November.
I should have waited a couple more years to get tested. I live in constant tension, which probably doesn’t help. I have already made an appointment to go back to my therapist, when I hadn’t had to see them for about a year. I’ll probably have to go back on anxiety medication.
Listen to yourself! If you don”t…Your joy could be stolen away from you!