It’s been an interesting year for myself. I “lost” my best friends at the beginning of this year (if you have been paying attention) and my Mum said that “But, does this mean you haven’t got any friends?” Now, I’m going to admit at the time, it sounds harsh…and it kind of is (lol).
This is the thing though, I don’t feel alone anymore. With “best friends” like them, who needs best friends? I truly do not feel alone.
The biggest fear that I had and a large part of the reason I didn’t want to stop being friends with my ex friends was because I was frightened of being alone. The best thing they ever did for me was to start taking themselves out while accusing me of what they had done. It’s the the weirdest thing to explain to people. It’s all about hindsight.
You know how Facebook has those memories things? Where you look back a year to a few years back at posts you made on that day. They have been brilliant at revealing how everything I said and did, they made it about them.