I found out something last night and now I am feeling SO guilty. My baby brother (though he’s a whole person taller than I) lives Interstate. He not only decided that he wanted to come over to our state for his birthday (goodness knows why) Then again the other thing I found out might explain it a bit more. I found out as well that he’s been having mini panic attacks…Now I’m starting to worry that it’s because of myself that he’s starting to have them.
Although I don’t smoke…and I’m not a man
Have I been talking about it too much?
Now my partner is kind of making fun, because both sides of my family have suffered from anxieties. My mums side, mainly the women (as far as I know) around my age have all had issues, BUT, we’ve also “overcome” them. Or at least learned how to cope with them. My Dads side, not so much. They’re all addicts. They’re all still alive though. With numerous health issues, but still here.
I just feel guilty right now. I don’t want to stop from talking about it, but I don’t want to give people anxieties either.
I think that I’m going to buy him a bunch of fruit…Maybe some tea too.
I bought and sent him some fancy tea things with Chamomile.